You’ve Hurt Me
You’ve hurt me one too many times,
I don’t know how to handle it.
How many have there been?
One, two or more tell me for I need to know the truth.
I find each day something new,
What will I find out tomorrow?
Were you ever really true to me?
Tell me for I need to know the truth.
The truth this time, not lies,
I can handle it. I’m a big girl.
I need to know for my thoughts deceive me;
Anything I can imagine can’t be worse than the truth.
Tell me who was she who were they;
As I asked before, were there more than one who stole your heart?
Were you ever mine; did you ever love me?
Or was it her or them that came first in your life?
Held up in our room with door closed in secret;
Were you playing a game, were you playing with her or them?
You weren’t playing with me, I know that for sure;
All the secrets coming out to the open one by one.
Your secret life, secret no longer,
Oh what a web you wove for years and years.
You hurt not just me but a lot;
I know you don’t care for you only think of yourself.
I see you day in and day out and still you don’t confess;
you don’t confess to your actions and your lies to me.
Did you ever love me; have you ever loved me?
Only you can answer that and I always get a yes, but is it true?
You say you love me, adore me, treasure and more but your actions say different.
Will you tell me the truth today or tomorrow?
I need to know where I fit in your life and world.
Tell me how many were there in all those years;
All those years I didn’t know what was going on.
All those years you hid up in your ivory tower;
What were you doing and with who?
Shall I find another to take your place tell me?
I need to know the truth, please tell me;
Today, tomorrow but soon I can’t wait any longer.
I thought I knew you I thought I had my dream;
But my dream came crashing down, will I ever recover?
At this moment I can’t stand to have you near me;
t this moment I can’t stand to see you.
At this moment I can’t stand to hear your voice;
At this moment I can’t stand to hear your lies.
Please tell me the truth confess all;
Please tell me so I may forgive and forget if I can.
Show me you love me as you did when we first wed;
Prove to me that I’m the only one with you in bed.
For right now I feel as though there are many;
That I’m not the only one sharing your bed.
I feel there are more when I’m with you;
I feel you are thinking of many, not just me.
Please tell me the truth how many others;
Please tell me the truth put my mind at ease.
Tell me am I the only one, have I been the only one?
Please let me know that like me we are one till the end.
