I sometimes wonder
If it’s right or wrong
The line between the two
Blurs so easily
With a special friend
With whom I connect,
Laugh so easily
And share openly
Desires we hide
From the rest
Of our world
It’s my secret life
Here in the shadows
Far from inquiring eyes
Who would judge
Without understanding
It’s my freedom
To be someone
I can never be
To talk and explore
Things I would like to do
To you, with you, for you
And to have you
Give the same to me
A feeling beneath
So much more complex
Than what we write
And what we do
When we can find
Our special time
To be together
And while we both know
It can be only a dream
It is nice to talk
And think about
How we would be
If we were to meet
At least just once
To see,
To hear,
To touch,
To taste,
To experience,
And to absorb
Who you are
Who I am
And who
We would be
If we were as one
How nice it would be
To move from the shadows
To forget about our secrets
And to feel just once
The warmth of the day
For the world to see
My better me
Your better you
It would be so special
To stand in the sun
With you
