This is not my beautiful house

"Its not really like I had planned to change,Time really just moves on and so does our heart."

Bittersweet memories
they fill this two story house
bittersweet tears
oh we wanted everything
It seems we have it now, all that is missing is us
you and I
Laughter and love
time is moving on
it is sometimes faster than we like
You are getting older and so am I
My heart has made a change
Your heart remains the same you say
This house is beautiful
everything I ever dreamed of
but something is missing here
There is a dark void and it is us
I tried to tell you, I told you my secrets and my fears
the things I held inside for so long were slipping free
You said to me, you can always be the same again
But who was I to begin with and who am I now
I think in life we should not stop our journey for comfort
You want me to be that September girl you knew so long ago
So many Septembers have come and gone
You want me to deny the woman I held inside.