Please read The Secret – Chapter 1: June 13, 1999, or some of this wouldn’t make sense.
June 14, 1999
I heard Tina’s faint voice calling me. “Andi, let’s go. We’re going to be late for church.” I felt between my legs, and the brush I had been massaging my G spot had slipped out. As I jumped out of bed, I realized it might not be a good idea to sleep nude. I would hate to jump out of bed, forgetting my state of undress, with a family member in the room. I had noticed that my movements seemed easier and quicker than when I was Andy. It must be Andi’s age and toned body. I decided to try to do the splits on the floor, and sure enough, I could do full splits with little effort.
I wore a simple pleated skirt with an appropriate blouse. Underwear was very plain. The last thing I wanted to do was to get Tina angry at me. We lived in a small college town, and our church would be the same church I would attend (if I ever went to church again) when I went to college.
I never attended church in my life when I was Andy. I know Andi’s family was regular churchgoers. I had a regular tee time on Sunday morning, but I couldn’t get Ned to skip church to play golf with me. Since I had no idea what was going on during the service, I just followed everybody’s lead. I stood up, sat down, and knelt just like everybody else. I guess I did all right, since I heard no complaints from Tina. We ate at a local restaurant. It seemed almost like another service, with so many familiar faces I saw at church.
After we got home, I ran up to my room. As I was changing, I could hear the phone ring downstairs. In just a couple of seconds, my new cell phone rang. It was Jimmy.
“Hey Andi, It’s Jimmy.”
“Hey Jimmy, how did you get my cell phone number?”
“Your mom gave it to me. Are we still going to the lake?”
“Sure. I knew nothing about going to the lake, so I just played along. I have a surprise for you”.
“What’s that, Andi?”
“You’ll see. By the way, make sure you bring a rubber big enough to fit your anaconda and that it’s lubed. ”
You could hear Jimmy gasp. “OK, Andi. Pick you up in an hour.”
Males of any age are so easy to manipulate if you cock tease them. Wave pussy in their face, and they will do almost anything for you. What I found out was that you have to keep waving it in their face. It’s like some guys forget how good pussy is if they aren’t getting any. After my conversation with Jimmy, I was honestly worried he might be in a car accident on the way to the house.
Before I dressed, I took one more look at this incredible body I had been given. I will say, Andi’s body would make curtains look good. Most women will find fault with their looks or their bodies, no matter how they look. I was so incredibly happy with what I was given, and it sure beat being dead. I found a two-piece swimsuit. The bottoms were high-waisted with a slight Brazilian cut, just enough to show off the curve of my small buns. There was a noticeable bulge at the crotch. The top must have been when Andi was still growing. I had trouble stuffing my boobs into the top. It barely covered my aureoles. This could be fun. I put on a top that covered the swimsuit well and a high-rise cotton pleated skirt that I think was used for tennis. I grabbed some money and tucked it into a beach bag.
Jimmy was predictably early as he pulled up in the driveway and honked the horn. I went downstairs carrying my beach bag with everything I needed. I dashed up to Tina and Ned, kissed them, and ran out the door. I didn’t give Tina enough time to say much.
As I jumped into the car, I took off the cover-up. I thought Jimmy’s eyes were going to pop out of his head. “Well, Jimmy, do you like what you see?”Jimmy tried to lean over and kiss me and grab a boob. I said, “Slow down, cowboy. Hold that thought for later.” I just couldn’t get into kissing men. In fact, I still can’t. I just don’t know why anybody wants to kiss guys. Those whiskers are a killer on the lips.
“You look different, Andi.
I said, “I know. I didn’t do much with my hair and skipped the makeup because we may go swimming. Are you going to just sit there with that hard-on, or are we going to the lake?”
“Jesus, Andi, when did you start talking like this?”
“Jimmy, I just turned 18, and my best friend’s dad just died. This caused me to have an epiphany. I am a new person.”
“What the hell is an epiphany?”
“A sudden realization.”
“What was that?”
“I am taking total control of my life. You OK with that, Jimmy?”
“What are you saying? Are you dumping me?”
“No, you moron. You have treated me like shit sometimes. I’m not going to let you do that anymore. You got that?”
“OK, Andi. You sometimes treat me like shit, too.”
“How is that?”
“You tease me all the time.”
I was pretty sure what he meant, but I was going to make sure. “Tease you how?”
“You know. The way you rub your boobs on me. The way you play with me. You get me all turned on, then you shut me down. You don’t even let me play with your boobs.”
I had no idea what the relationship between Andi and Jimmy was like. “Well, Jimmy, do you like looking at them?”
“I’ve never seen them.”
“How’s this, Jimmy?” I pulled the cups of my top under my boobs. They really stuck out, and my nipples were a sight to behold. It was like I was wearing an open cup bra. Turn on the next side road. I want you to suck on my nipples.” I was afraid Jimmy was going to have an accident by being so distracted. Jimmy turned onto the next side road, quickly pulled over, and parked his truck. I could tell Jimmy hadn’t seen this body naked much. I thought I needed to educate him. “Jimmy, gently suck on my nipples. If you bite them or hurt me, that may be the last time you will ever see these beauties.” He obliged. He was surprisingly gentle. My new nipples got as hard as rocks and really turned me on. I could feel my vagina contracting. I grabbed Jimmy’s left hand and put it on my crotch. “Do you feel that movement? That’s my pussy wanting something up her.”
“I’m ready.”
“No, you’re not, Jimmy, but if you play your cards right, you may get to use the condom you brought. You did bring a condom?”
“I brought a bunch. They’re jumbo size. I hope you aren’t leading me on.”
I reached down and grabbed his cock. I have to admit, Jimmy was packing. I mean, really packing.
“What the fuck, Andi?”
“I just wanted to make sure you want to fuck me.”
“I’ll fuck you right here”.
“I think I’ll wait till we get to the lake”.
“How are we going to do that? There are too many people.”
“You’ll see.”
I finally got Jimmy to stop sucking my nipples. I was really turned on, but I think he was even more. I had to be smart if I was going to get Jimmy to fuck me more than a couple of seconds.
We rented a canoe. I was in front, and Jimmy was in back, steering. It was obvious that Jimmy had never paddled a canoe. In another life, I had taken my son and a Scout troop up to Boundary Waters. I got really good at controlling a canoe. With Jimmy in control of the canoe, it was more like Mr. Toad’s Wild Ride than canoeing. I told Jimmy to steer over to the other side.
“How did you know about this place, Andi?”
“My Girl Scout troop found it when we were canoeing on the lake.” I lied.
In another life, I had dated a fellow college student four or five times. As hard as I tried, I couldn’t get her to fuck me. At one point, I had her in my apartment room, down to her panties. I did everything to light her fire, but to no avail. On the last date, we went to the lake, rented a canoe, and went to the other side and up a small creek. We beached the canoe and climbed a small hill. We were totally secluded. We spread out a blanket and lay down. Next thing I knew, she took off her bikini, and we started kissing. She was so turned on; she told me she wanted to fuck. I didn’t have a condom (I never thought it would come to that). She had packed sandwiches. She took the sandwich out of the plastic bag and asked if I could use the bag as a condom. I told her no, and that was the last time I saw her.
We finally got over to the other side. The topography hadn’t changed much since the last time I was here in over 30 years. We climbed the short hill, spread out a blanket, stripped, and lay down. I couldn’t believe how incredibly big Jimmy’s cock was or his balls. The last time I saw balls that big was on a bull. I might have bitten off more than I could chew, so to speak.
“Jimmy, I am going to fuck you as you have dreamed about ever since we started dating. You have dreamed about fucking me, haven’t you?”
“All the time.”
“Jimmy, do you ever think about me when you beat off?”
“What the Hell, Andi? When did you start talking like this?”
“I told you, Jimmy, I’m a new person.” That was the truth. “I want to watch you beat off.”
“I thought you told me you were going to let me fuck you?”
“I am, but I want you to last more than a couple of pumps. You beat off, so when we do fuck, you can last enough for me to get something.” Jimmy started to masturbate sitting on the blanket. I thought I’d speed up the process. I stood up, grabbed one of my boobs, squeezed it, and put my erect nipple in Jimmy’s mouth. In a matter of seconds, he erupted. Even in porno films, I’ve never seen so much cum.
I moved my pubic area to his face. I then said, “Go down on me.”
I was surprised by his answer. “No. I don’t eat pussy.”
“Jimmy, do you want to fuck me?’
“Of course I do, but what is that?”
“You mean my clit?”
“It looks like a little dick.”
“Just like dicks, clits come in different sizes. Mine is large, but when I’m sexually excited, it gets really big. Put your finger on it and run it down till you feel wetness. Now gently insert your finger. What do you think your finger is in?”
“Your pussy?”
I got on my back. “Jimmy, I don’t want you eating pussy. I want you to suck my clit. I’ll guide you. Put your tongue out and lick my clit. Slowly take it into your mouth and suck on it. Kind of suck in and out of your mouth.” I was surprised by how willing he was to do what I told him. “Now put two fingers up my pussy and stroke the front side of my cunt.” That was all I needed. Jimmy had long, thick fingers. He hit my G spot perfectly. I really didn’t think Jimmy was going to give me an orgasm from fucking me, so I was going to find out if I was multi-orgasmic. After I came once, he started to stop sucking and remove his fingers. I told him, “Give me one more.” I came quickly again. Jimmy definitely was a fast learner.
“Andi, I can’t believe how good your pussy tastes. If I had known, I would have tried this sooner.” My sweet-tasting cunt later became a problem. But more about that later.
Jimmy rolled over; he had time to reload. His cock lay on his body up to his chest, with a thickness bigger than a Coke can. I had played sports most of my younger life. I took lots of showers with my fellow athletes. I had never seen a dick this big in person, hell, for that matter, not even in pornos with a few exceptions. He said, “My turn.”
I leaned over Jimmy and held his cock in both my hands. Although I now had small hands, I was still shocked that I couldn’t get both hands around it. It was leaking pre-cum. Of course it was. I slowly moved my mouth up and down Jimmy’s shaft, trying to avoid the pre-cum head.
I slowly mounted him. I was able to use some of my split ability to do this. Jimmy was a big boy, and with my short legs, I could barely get my knees to touch the ground. As I rubbed my labia on the “anaconda,” I could tell I was really wet. I found that if I leaned forward, my entire clit rubbed the length of Jimmy’s cock. I think I could have cum if I kept this up, but I wanted to try Jimmy’s huge cock.
In a former life, I was never interested in dicks, but now I seem to be. When in Rome. Jimmy said, “Rub higher.” I knew he wanted me to rub on this cock head. I said, “I’m not getting near that tip while it’s leaking.” Jimmy had a lot of pre-cum, and I wasn’t going to let him get near my vaginal opening with pre-cum. I feared he would stick his cock head up me. Pre-cum contains sperm, and I have no idea where I was in my cycle. I’m not used to this body, let alone a pregnant one.
I finally said, “Get up and put on a rubber.” He almost flipped me off of him. He fumbled around in his swimsuit pocket and brought out a roll of condoms. “I hope you don’t think you’re going to use all of them today.” I was trying to break the tension, but Jimmy saw no humor in the situation. Never joke with a sexually excited man. He fumbled with the condom. “Let me help me.” I had been using condoms since I was 16. I slowly rolled the condom down his cock. I really didn’t know the jumbo size was that long. Jimmy used all of it. I realized that Jimmy could really hurt me with his monster cock.
We were on our knees facing each other. I was very serious when I said, “Jimmy, you could really hurt me screwing. You need to listen to me and follow exactly what I tell you. If you don’t, this will be the last time you fuck this pussy. You understand?”
“I understand.”I could have told him I was going to cut off one of his arms before we fucked, and he would have agreed.
I figured the only way I would ever be able to take Jimmy’s cock was doggy style. It’s the ideal position for big cocks. As I looked back, I saw a banana curve in Jimmy’s cock. I was hoping it would hit my G spot, that is, if I could get it up me.
I lay my head on the blanket with my pussy as high up as it would go. “Jimmy, slowly insert only the head.’
“Where exactly do I put it? There are lots of folds.”
“Remember where your finger was?”
“OK.”
I decided to treat him like the bumbling fool he was. More rules. “Rule number one, never in my ass.”
“Rule two, insert it right below the clit. The wettest area you can find.”
Finally, he found the opening. “Only put the head in and don’t move. I will do all the moving.”
Slowly, I moved back on his cock. Damn, it hurt. I guess I wasn’t a size queen. Yet. It’s always a strain to get a really big dick past the muscles in the vaginal opening. I had to do something about the pain. “Jimmy, don’t move your cock, but reach around and jack off my clit.” It didn’t take long before some of the pain dissipated. I started with short, shallow strokes. “Goddamn it, Jimmy, I said no moving. I need a little more movement on my clit.”
This became our go-to sex position. I remember as a young man, it sometimes took a while to find the best sex position. I had noticed most women enjoyed my dick up them, but sometimes it took a little more to get them off. Everybody is different.
I thought, by now, Jimmy would have cum. He didn’t. I don’t know if it was having him masturbate, the condom, or just Jimmy, but he was rock hard. His increased stroking of my clit helped with the pain. Little by little, I was able to work that monster in me. Finally, he hit my G spot, and that really helped. I began to make longer and longer strokes. I said to Jimmy, “Match my strokes. I’ll control the depth, you help control the stroke.” I was hoping he was better at fucking than canoeing.
I don’t know how he was doing it, but I couldn’t get him to cum. After some time, I started to feel his cock hit my cervix. That was it. Hitting my cervix seemed to trigger my orgasm. I had an orgasm that most people could only dream of. It felt as if the ground shook. As it turned out, that was what Jimmy needed to help him cum. Anytime I came, Jimmy came. Pavlov would have been proud of Jimmy.
We both collapsed onto the blanket, and Jimmy started crying.
“What’s wrong, Jimmy?”
“I’m crying because I’m so happy.”
“Why?”
“I always thought I might die a virgin.”
“Jimmy, “how old are you?”
“You know, I’m 19.” (I didn’t know)
“I thought you told me you had several girlfriends?” (I also didn’t know this)
“I had several.”
“You mean you never fucked any of them?”
“No”
“Why, Jimmy?”
“Every time I thought I might, as soon as I took out my dick, they refused.” This I could believe.
“Andi, this is why I stayed with you. I figure once you saw the size of my cock you too would run away. I knew you would never have sex with me. You are so pretty with the hottest body ever. I loved being seen with you. It made guys who saw me with you jealous. And I got an opportunity to, once in a while, play with your killer body.” That explained a lot.
“So you saw me as a trophy girlfriend?”
“Yes.”
“Well, Jimmy, you treat me right, and we might make this a regular thing.” You could see him really light up.
“How bout tomorrow?”
“Let’s set some more rules. You need to give me time to recover from the pounding you just gave me. I will decide when we screw. You will not hassle me about sex. When I tell you we are going to have sex, I want you to beat off earlier that day, so you will last longer, and if you tell anybody, and I mean anybody, you are fucking me, you will never see my pussy again.” Jimmy just nodded. Guys are so easy to control when sex is involved.
“One last thing, Jimmy, I want you to shave your face right before we go out. I’m not going to be scratched with your stubble on my boobs or pussy. Do you understand?”
“I’ll be glad to.” And he really was.
I looked down, and his cock had finally shrunk, but he still had the condom on. The condom was about a third full of his cum. “Jimmy, do you always cum this much?”
“I guess. Why?”
I had always heard that women can tell when a man ejaculates inside them. I was going to find out if that was true. More about that later.
As I think back, Jimmy really became a great sex partner. I could train him to do anything I wanted. I eventually was able to take almost all of his cock and stretched enough so all I felt was pleasure. We fucked many days that summer, and sometimes, when I started college, I would come home just to get filled up with his massive cock. Jimmy spoiled me. I fucked lots of men with big dicks, but nobody filled me up as he did. I guess it’s true what they say: “You never forget your first monster cock.”
Jimmy and I lay naked on the blanket in the shade of the trees. I turned on my side and said, “Jimmy, spoon me.” I remember when Maria and I were first married. We fucked like rabbits. Many times we would spoon, and a few times we spooned with my dick up her. Soon, I had tears running down my cheeks. I thought about the life I had left. I had family and friends that I truly loved. I had worked hard to have a successful law practice. All these things were now in my past, a past I could never tell anybody, till now. Jimmy softly caressed one of my breasts. I could feel his cock grow against my ass. All this really comforted me.
Jimmy whispered in my ear, “Why are you crying?”
“Like you. I was also a virgin.”
“Why wasn’t there blood?”
“I have been a gymnast most of my life and have been using tampons since 8th grade. I don’t think there was anything left of my hymen.” I was getting pretty good at lying to fit the circumstance.
“Hymen?”
”Cherry, Jimmy, cherry.”
“Oh.”
Eventually, we both rolled over on our backs. I looked over at him several times, and I could tell he was happy to have finally lost his virginity. As we got up to dress, I noticed he had an enormous hard-on again.
“What’s that about, Jimmy?”
“Just holding and looking at you naked makes me want to fuck you again.”
“Not again today, big boy.”
“I know.” Maybe he realized I am the gatekeeper of this pussy.
As we were about to launch the canoe, I said, “Jimmy, get in front, I’ll steer. All you have to do is paddle. Decide which side you want to paddle on and don’t change sides unless you get tired.”
With Jimmy’s strength and my ability to paddle and steer, we made it across the lake in a straight line like we had a motor on the canoe. Jimmy said, “Where did you learn to guide a canoe like that?”
“In another life, Jimmy.” He just looked at me.
As we were walking back to the car after returning the canoe, I realized where the term “fucked silly” came from. I couldn’t walk straight, and I felt slightly bow-legged. Yes, I had been “fucked silly,” and I loved it.
As we got back to my house, I gave him a hug (I still couldn’t kiss him). Said hi to my parents, who were sitting in the living room watching television.
Tina said, “How was the lake?”
“Great. Did you notice a little tremor here? It sure felt like the earth shook up at the lake.”
“No, I don’t think we felt a thing.”
“I sure did.”
I ran upstairs, laughing to myself. Got some easy-to-wear clothes and went to the bathroom to shower. As I peeled my two-piece, I noticed I had a slight sunburn. I had forgotten to put on any sunblock, and even though I was in the shade of trees, I got burned. The parts that got it the worst were my boobs and pubic area. The same parts that had been the whitest. I quickly showered. I could feel the burn when water hit it. I found a bottle of aloe vera gel in the bathroom closet. I rubbed it on my boobs and pubic area. It had a nice cooling and erotic effect. I notice that my vaginal area was somewhat sore. Gee, I wonder why? No masturbation for us tonight.
By now, I had found Andi’s front closure sports bras. They were lifesavers. They were easy to put on, I didn’t have to zip them all the way up (to expose my cleavage), and they would pass Tina’s boob inspection. After I finished, I put on a loose top and sweatpants without underwear.
I went to the kitchen for dinner. Again, I couldn’t tell what Tina had fixed for dinner. Hot sauce saved the day. She really was a terrible cook. I asked Tina, “What was the name of the hairdresser I go to at Lee’s?”
“You don’t remember?”
“Nope.” I really didn’t want to get into a fight with Tina.
“Pauline.”
“That’s right. I guess I had too much sun today. I really have to do something with this hair,” Tina nodded.
I had learned to adjust my food portions for my small stomach. As I was finishing up, Ned said, “You seem to have a nice smile tonight.”
“I had a great time with Jimmy at the lake today”.
My boobs and pubic area were radiating heat from my sunburn, and my vaginal area hurt both inside and out. I had more fun in the two days I was in this new body than I had in the last ten years in my old body. What was there not to smile about?
Tina said, “Don’t forget you start work at the store tomorrow. Your work schedule is on the fridge.”
I quickly ran over to the fridge and saw that I was going to be there at 9:00. “Am I going in with dad?”
Tina said, “That’s the plan. Don’t forget to set the alarm.”
I grabbed my plate and silverware, rinsed them, and put them in the dishwasher. I kissed Tina and Ned on the cheek. They both gave me a surprised look, and I went to my room. I had grabbed the aloe vera gel on my way to the bathroom. I set the alarm for 7:00. I took off all my clothes and lightly applied the gel to my sunburnt areas. Clothes made my burnt area hurt even more. I remember falling asleep with a smile on my face. Sometimes it’s good to be ridden hard and put away wet. I slept in the nude that night, mostly with the sheets off. That turned out to be a mistake. More about that later.