I looked at her, with tears flowing down …
Seeing her with another man hand in hand …
I cannot hold my tears … I cannot see her like this …
I cannot let her leave me … I cannot let her leave me!
But … I need to …
I want her to be happy, and I should do this …
I owe that to her completely even though I had a shitty childhood …
Even though I hated myself …
I want to take care of her,
I want her to smile,
I want her to be happy for her.
And the baby I wish we had …
I want to do everything for her … everything!
She has made me what I am ..,
A man that I am now …
A man that I wished to be …
A man ending up with these manners …
A man that I am now!
A sculptor that she is, and the sculpture that I am …
I ought to let her go,
Or I’ll try with my life …
