Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 2:Masturbation and Nudity

"My little red journal reminds me how I used to dance naked and pleasure myself."

3/26/---- lying naked on the floor in my room listening to “I’ll Be Your Inspiration.” dancing in front of the window that work to me as a mirror.  Screw clothesWithout any real relationships, I was constrained to my own sensuality and imagination.  At a certain point in my life, I began staying up or getting up again late at night to dance naked in my room to a stereo turned quiet enough so that I was the only one in the house to hear it. I would listen to techno music and gyrate...

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 1

"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."

I know when I had my first wet dream. That was when my journal transformed from occasional scribbles to compact cursive handwriting. The spine of the simple book broke from overuse. It is hard looking through the contents to find...