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"You reminded me there could be joy."

Did you find me when I needed you most?Perhaps it is me who found you. Perpetual misery pervaded my mind.Another's folly was my affliction.  Something you wrote seemed familiar.I noticed you once and looked twice. I noticed you twice and smiled;the first smile since my heart's ruination.  A kiss in the...

The Void

"Your soul doesn't live here anymore"

I cannot speak the words to convey how much I miss you. That would make it real. Heart-slashing miseryhas displaced a sultry burn. My thoughts are still full of you,craving just...One... word. Through tears,I see in the mirror,an emptiness, where there once was a part of you. My tears will neverfill that emptiness. The void will torture...

Use Me

"Tell me I'm a good girl"

I'm here only for youto do with as you will. I feel your red-hot needonly I can fill. Make it relentless,please leave me bruised. Make me feel like I've been brutally used. Grab my throat tightly,pin me down hard,Be rough with my body,leave...

Winter’s Stillness

"Why weren't you my destiny?"

She's stuck in winter's stillness, stalled at Christmas time. Fog wraps its wings around her and hugs her while she cries.The love she found, she'll never own. The Christmas gift she craves. Destined to be without her.  To another, his love, he...

Jezebels and Jades

"Sluts and whores beg you to own them."

 "You are a Sensual Flower in the midst of a transparent bouquet."I will always be your rose; I have been yours forever. you are my enslavement. A smirk on your face, you watch the trampswho primp and prance unashamedly before you. Sluts and whores bounce silicon titsin your face. Jezebels...

Courage

"Face your demons."

The ocean's tides beckoned me closer while the shiny shelllured you away. The revelation of your follycultivated my sadness. Did you think sheshone brighterthan me? How easily you denied me andsnatched away what you had promised me. You alone own the failureof what was us. You won the...

I Miss You Crazy

"Do you ever miss me too?"

Do you ever miss me while you're busy with your life? Do you wonder if I miss you?I do andMy Heart Breaks. Do you ever need me in the middle of the night when you can't sleep? I'd hold you, stroke your hair until you closed your...

She Revels In His Light

"A photograph tells a story"

Innocence will remain.  There was no corruption inthe dark scene. She revels in his light. I saw a photograph today. It looked old,perhaps grotesque. Ignorance sees no beauty there.  Limbs askew,bent,coiled and curved;tortured. Yet... Despite her restraintsthere was no repression. Emotions flow andtears fall.  Awareness of self;it's a living thing.Her...

The Fury Under My Skin

"The chasm in her heart"

A river of wretchednesswill eternally chokethe haunting chasmyou chiselled in my heart. You wore me down then,tore me downto the thinnestlayer of my flesh. The fury under my skincan never be unleashedby anyone but you. You made it. You earned it. Why...