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"Bye Bye Bridgerton."

His fingers tease expertly at my neck's nape. Fixing me in position, urging me onwards as, head in his lap, I suckle hungrily on the expanding popsicle nestling in my mouth.My tongue swirls about his thick-veined muscle; foreskin withdrawn, smooth...

As the seasons changeMemories that once wereYour existence, now strangeVoices sound like whispersWe used to get alongNow you're an image in a mirrorLong ago we once belongedMy mind is now clearerYou're like furniturePerfectly in placeI'm everyone's caregiverCreating a happy spaceLove...

My eyes hoard tears.First, from pride,Afraid to be weakUnder the Power.Now, my tear hoardHolds its treasureFor the Power’s pleasure. The paddle cracksLike thunder.The Power’s pleasureIs my pain.My tears will come,The Power’s glory,But an easy tearMocks the Power.An honest tearCelebrates mySuffering. The paddle’s...

Gone Away

"The despair of losing love"

Winter came in mid-JulyBright, hot sun,Yet frost in my heart.You had gone awayNo words, only emptinessMy life suspendedPeople spoke, friends consoledBut there was no you.Nature’s Winter came,Never matching the frostsI carried inside.Self-harming,I walked tree-shaded,Paths we had shared,Almost bathing in that...