Walk

"The freedom of first realising you're kinky"

I was still coming when I got dressedLeggings pulled up over my steamy wet cunt, and my hot heavy breasts encased, straining, wanting to be freeBleary eyed, out of breath, I unlocked the door and the early morning breeze carried...

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 3; Bisexual Urges

"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."

The first woman I ever found attractive was Catherine Zeta Jones and that crush has stood the test of time. Although I never copied it down in my journal, I remember watching The Haunting released 1999 in our exercise room....

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 2:Masturbation and Nudity

"My little red journal reminds me how I used to dance naked and pleasure myself."

3/26/---- lying naked on the floor in my room listening to “I’ll Be Your Inspiration.” dancing in front of the window that work to me as a mirror.  Screw clothesWithout any real relationships, I was constrained to my own sensuality and imagination.  At a certain point in my life, I began staying up or getting up again late at night to dance naked in my room to a stereo turned quiet enough so that I was the only one in the house to hear it. I would listen to techno music and gyrate...

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 1

"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."

I know when I had my first wet dream. That was when my journal transformed from occasional scribbles to compact cursive handwriting. The spine of the simple book broke from overuse. It is hard looking through the contents to find...

You walk bySwallowing the sky,Where it’s not atAnd neither am I. Lick my woundsWhere overhang,The bloodless battleWhose victory rang. My thoughts I’ve squanderedWhere no one hears,Pain is so silent -Grant me your tears. Laugh at meWhilst I might try,And though it’s cruel,Could you...

Object Of Desire

"How our perspective on desire can change so much over time"

As a younger man,The object of desire Was a thing Two as one- The moment, The doing, The having, The taking As an older man, The object of desire  Is a feeling Two as one- The being, The you, The...