Hopeful
"Sad feelings"
I was hopeful for a lovely day, But you just can't give me the time. I'm so miserable in so many ways,Loving you is really a crime. A simple 'hello' would be nice,Ask me how I'm doing.Your mood is as cold...
pain
It's a happy time of the year, I know you're busy at your job. For me there's lots of tears,You act like a complete snob. You shut down and run out of here,Do you even care how I feel?You're like a...
The Pizza Boy
"I want to tease the pizza delivery man"
I’ve never done anything like this before. But I am beyond horny and in a teasing mood. I ordered a pizza to be delivered. I have plenty of money, but don’t intend to pay. I’ll have some fun playing with...
A Patron of the Arts, Part One – Quinn
"How it all began…"
I first met Quinn when she and my daughter Gretchen began acting in the same instructional theatre group. Quinn was actually a very good actress; as well as an accomplished singer and dancer. As the group did mostly musical theatre, she...
The Ballerina And The Mistress
"An interesting working endeavor"
A ballerina and a mistress they work together, The ballerina is so lovely; the mistress is clever. Entertainment while giving sexual pleasure,Let's talk about their working endeavor. The ballerina is in tutu's and her toe shoes,The mistress is in leather with...
Only Friends
"I will always love you"
I felt so safe and secure When I was with you. I poured all my pain to you And you listened in earnest You held me in your arms And told me its okay That I had you, you were...
A Life Of Wondering
"Lots of different feelings"
Sometimes we laugh and everything is great, Other times it's silence and moods. It's a crap shoot to try to relate,I don't ever want to intrude. I then feel like it's some how my fault,You don't want to talk to me.You...
Exhausted
"All kinds of feelings"
I sit here and wonder what mood you'll be in today, It's exhausting trying to figure it out. Will it be a happy day? Or will it be gray?I try to be happy and not pout. I always feel so tense...
So Sad Here
"Can you hear me?"
I get so sad in this place,I try to tell you how I feel. Just sleeping and crying in this space,What is the fucking deal? You never deal with things,I ask you things, but then you shout.I feel like I'm...
Feeling Empty
"Feelings of emptiness and pain"
I think I've been running away, Not dealing with what I need to. Trying to fill the emptiness each day,Reaching out to something new. It felt like a safe place for a while,But now I'm not too sure.It used to make...