Only Friends
"I will always love you"
I felt so safe and secure When I was with you. I poured all my pain to you And you listened in earnest You held me in your arms And told me its okay That I had you, you were...
pain
A Life Of Wondering
"Lots of different feelings"
Sometimes we laugh and everything is great, Other times it's silence and moods. It's a crap shoot to try to relate,I don't ever want to intrude. I then feel like it's some how my fault,You don't want to talk to me.You...
Exhausted
"All kinds of feelings"
I sit here and wonder what mood you'll be in today, It's exhausting trying to figure it out. Will it be a happy day? Or will it be gray?I try to be happy and not pout. I always feel so tense...
So Sad Here
"Can you hear me?"
I get so sad in this place,I try to tell you how I feel. Just sleeping and crying in this space,What is the fucking deal? You never deal with things,I ask you things, but then you shout.I feel like I'm...
Feeling Empty
"Feelings of emptiness and pain"
I think I've been running away, Not dealing with what I need to. Trying to fill the emptiness each day,Reaching out to something new. It felt like a safe place for a while,But now I'm not too sure.It used to make...
Dark Place
"Deep Dark Feelings"
Sadness is masked by a world I create, I pretend to be happy in this place.I wonder if some could really relate,I'm sad with tears running down my face.I feel very alone and confused here,Like I just feel like screaming.I just...
Beauty and Friends
"Beauty's future adventures with new clients"
Beauty had a passion for desiring pain with her pleasure. Fortunately, she'd been able to turn her passion into profit. Today, she had a session with two of her favorites. They'd met at a private party two years earlier, where they'd been...
Love No More
"Our Marriage is Over"
Once their days were wine and roses, Today that love has changed. It seems that the cheating was exposed,These lovers have now become estranged. They used to love one another,But now there's sadness and lots of lies.Unfortunately, the cheating was discovered,And...
Tears and blood That's what I have A monster is what I have become Trails of love Of heartache left On the alter gazed By the Gods Cursed to transform My face begotten My body unrecognizable Seems I shall remain...
Aching All Over
"An unexpected night of pleasure... and pain!"
I woke in the morning with my head sticking to the table because of the fluids spilt there the night before. I ached all over in different ways: My jaw felt stretched; my body was bruised; my back and ass...