pain

Pantomime

My insides are bruised, Slightly twisted and abused, As I take another drink, I get lost, turn around, I get found, Trying to heal, looking everywhere, I take myself to the brink, to the edge, Still believing in illusion, Trying...

Flipped

"Nate takes things a little too far"

Another day meant I was back to work. Which was all fine, but Nate had the night off. That meant that he had the night off to recover and I was here walking through the halls with the pain of...

My Lush Haven

"Sometimes Thank You seems so inadequate."

Society tells us even when we're sad to fake a smile. But, even when I try tears still run down my cheek, the fact that I am sometimes sad is appropriate. It in no way means that I am a coward or weak.I have been blessed...

A List of Love

"Have you ever made a list of all the things you love?"

I love you, that is my first thought as I inventory all the things around me that my heart loves. I love things like surprise messages from friendsand forehead kisses accompanied by bear hugs, warm laundry, wet puppy noses and...

Unchained

"Release me from your hold over me!"

Silence is all I hear since you've been gone. No one to hold my hand, to wrap me up in their arms, That warm embrace of comfort, everlasting friendship. No one to catch those teardrops that fall from these watery...

A Hidden Fire: Epilogue

"Chained in a cellar, she discovers what being a slut feels like."

Epilogue Dark Shadows. The slow drip of water. My nipples taut at the cold draft of air that signaled his arrival. My heart pounded as his silhouette filled the doorway. That tall, broad frame caused fear to prick; goosebumps on...

Caged Inside

"Inside all of us is an animal longing to break free"

Howling at the moon, Wolf caged and in heat, Torn to pieces if I ever I tried, Hungry and wicked, Torn and conflicted. I am insatiable and destructive inside, If ever you saw the gleam in my eyes, Eyes that...

The Honeybee

"the other side of the truth"

Among the all beautiful flowers, In the garden of dream land, A wildflower... raw one, Was hiding in the shades of green. It was me... all alone. Bees were flying by, Stinky and clever eye, Glistering with dirty greed. Scared,...