"An encounter at Denise's Bar leads to mystery"
I went to the bar that I usually frequented on a Friday evening. It was, as it proclaimed loudly from a blackboard outside, gay friendly, but it wasn’t one of those that encouraged overt exhibition, and its clientele was nearer...
"Nightmares and dreams, predictions and warnings."
In nightmares I see youMemories of what we hadInsane visions of you lost to meSomething is wrong, it cannot be trueStrange things happen, a terrifying viewYet I see the future nowOnly glimpses and shadowsUncovered truths, an unbroken boughPhantoms of a time...
"A chance meeting at a bowling alley introduces Shelle to the girl of her dreams."
As I lay in my bed, my arm around her, my hand on her breast, I could feel her heart beating as a light snore escaped her mouth. My mind went to a few hours earlier where we had made...
To greet the day with curious intent, A day when I would see the one I love My eyes - without their present torment -The one who is my turtle dove. Yet with the twists and turns of life,Can only see by want...
"Mendelssohn’s “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” took me to a manor gallery, showing her invisible presence"
Nightingales of a summer’s evening descend upon twilight moments,With whispers of sombre starlight foundIn every cup of even dropped off their heels;Collecting in my dreams, its dew is a prayer,Like rain-kissed berries awaiting eager hands,Blessed by myriads for each cherry...
I dreamed I had a threewayWith you, me, and her.>>> All you wanted was her>>> All she wanted was me>>> All I wanted was youI dreamed I had a threesomeWith her, my lover, and him.>>> She would not lower down>>> He...
"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."
The first woman I ever found attractive was Catherine Zeta Jones and that crush has stood the test of time. Although I never copied it down in my journal, I remember watching The Haunting released 1999 in our exercise room....
"My little red journal reminds me how I used to dance naked and pleasure myself."
3/26/---- lying naked on the floor in my room listening to “I’ll Be Your Inspiration.” dancing in front of the window that work to me as a mirror. Screw clothesWithout any real relationships, I was constrained to my own sensuality and imagination. At a certain point in my life, I began staying up or getting up again late at night to dance naked in my room to a stereo turned quiet enough so that I was the only one in the house to hear it. I would listen to techno music and gyrate...
"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."
I know when I had my first wet dream. That was when my journal transformed from occasional scribbles to compact cursive handwriting. The spine of the simple book broke from overuse. It is hard looking through the contents to find...
"Jen has a streak of bad luck"
( Disappointment )I stepped up to the apartment door, knowing that Andy was inside. I hadn’t responded to his texts, so I was sure he wanted to know how I felt about it. With a deep breath, I opened the...
