A Helping Hand Was Needed Part 2

"A new carer meant a new world of welcome discovery. i was groomed to meet certain requirements."

I missed Andrew rather a lot he was my first carer and the man who showed me certain things, which gave me the confidence to self-pleasure, for the first time in my life. Sadly it will be many years before...

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 3; Bisexual Urges

"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."

The first woman I ever found attractive was Catherine Zeta Jones and that crush has stood the test of time. Although I never copied it down in my journal, I remember watching The Haunting released 1999 in our exercise room....

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 2:Masturbation and Nudity

"My little red journal reminds me how I used to dance naked and pleasure myself."

3/26/---- lying naked on the floor in my room listening to “I’ll Be Your Inspiration.” dancing in front of the window that work to me as a mirror.  Screw clothesWithout any real relationships, I was constrained to my own sensuality and imagination.  At a certain point in my life, I began staying up or getting up again late at night to dance naked in my room to a stereo turned quiet enough so that I was the only one in the house to hear it. I would listen to techno music and gyrate...

Lost Lamb’s Little Red Journal 1

"My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal."

I know when I had my first wet dream. That was when my journal transformed from occasional scribbles to compact cursive handwriting. The spine of the simple book broke from overuse. It is hard looking through the contents to find...

Secret Moments

"A lover remembers."

I come here every day and remember that distant summer.It will forever be ours.We talked, read, ate and drank. We shared, and discovered each other.And we loved. Oh, how we loved! In that idyllic meadow, we joined and found an...

There are daysWhich start out like any other When the unexpected happens Transported to a different placeTo Mariana’s islandsA land of choicest beautyA place of warmthWhere succulence is foundAs the gentle breeze washes over me Wandering around her delightsI see mountains and valleysWhich tempt me...