"People make mistakes, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel."
1998 I sat at the dinette table slowly rotating my cup of tea; a cup of tea I had not yet taken a sip from. Across from me, she watched me do it. Sixteen years of marriage down the shitter....
Have you ever, ever, everBeen adrift on open sea? Had someone closeShy awayFor forces that were unseen? Soft, muted whispersIntimate, quietExchanged in the silent night Warm hands caressedShared sighsA passionate exchange of touches Fingers trembling, shakingSubtle movementBody shifting, twisting on...
"My own personal equinox......."
As I wrapped my gloss smudged velvety soft lips around his pulsing hardness, slipping his bulbous reddish head into my timid mouth, a small tear gathered in the corner of my eye. I felt empty, vacuous almost; an empty vessel...
"I finally know what all those silly love songs are about - thanks to you"
I lay my shattered twisted heart at your feet, and look into your soft, welcoming eyes. Those who came before you all promised to keep it safe and protect it; followed only by repeated blows to my safety and security...
"a broken heart can love again, but it is scarey"
Snowy leaves decayedAnd long the soul unmended.Then, tentative steps. Crocus flowers passedYet still our hearts lamented.Now minds touch; laughter.Blooms and leafy lustsWe recognized as fickle.But this? So scarey.
"Fate had dealt us a loosing hand, will love find me again...........you bet!"
I thought our love would be infinite past the end of time.I loved you with my whole being and that wasn’t enough.We tried and said; maybe we could do more next time.However, fate dealt us a loosing hand and it...
Fourteen years we shared togetherEvery smile, every frownEvery up and every downNow my sobbing head seeks your caressMy hand reaches out for yoursBut is met with emptiness You cut me outLike a pernicious diseaseMy heart is aching and cannot be...
You said, abandonment, there was no chance.No chance of you leaving me,Said our souls had been bound since we were infants.But now I look around, and you're the one I don't see.I want to erase youFrom every part of me,Every...
"Longing for all my past loves."
I have emptiness in my heart that is eating away at me.A fracture that runs so deep the bottom you just can't see. He was so very hot he burnt a great big hole. Now this emptiness lives deep inside...
"Longing for all my past loves."
I have emptiness in my heart that is eating away at me.A fracture that runs so deep the bottom you just can't see. He was so very hot he burnt a great big hole. Now this emptiness lives deep inside...
