The rain flooded down most of the day
Enjoyed the dark sky anyway
Sitting in a towel recovering from a hard days work
I reach for something to make me hurt
Thick smooth glass twisted to a point
I place it between my legs and anoint
Warm and slick
I push it in until I’m sick
Getting on my knees
I say to myself please
Sitting down on it
The thick rimmed edge to my clit
I feel split
Is this fate
Standing up straight
Working in and out
There’s no drought
It starts and will not stop
drop by drop I’m popped
Squirting in streams
Like in my dreams
I feel the pain of abuse the next day and say
I’m gonna be easy today
But the ache doesn’t go away
So I play
