Chanel and Ethan 21

"One more sexual act in a public place to check off my list."

 From the moment Ethan dropped me off at home after I gave him road head, until he called me today after work, time seemed to drag and lurch simultaneously. Between falling half way asleep imagining he was still in my...

Chanel and Ethan 20

"Damn he tastes delicious. I'd love to suck on him all night."

 On the way to get food, Ethan and I ride alone, arguing whose aim was better. We meet his friends and get in line to order, all of us stained with neon colors. I stand next to Ethan, not bothering...

Chanel and Ethan 19

"Confessions, paint ball wars and orgasms. The perfect combination."

  His skin beneath my fingers, I trace feather light patterns on his firm chest. My head is next to my hand as I listen to his heart beat, the steady rhythm of his breathing. His arm is wrapped around my...

Chanel 17

"Flying solo tonight. Fuuuuuck."

  I sigh heavily and finish taping up the last box. I didn't think I had that much shit, but the eight large, full boxes suggest otherwise. After Eugene dropped me back at Aaliyah's --after our daring stunt in the hills--...

Chanel and ? 18

"One surprise after another."

  I get home and walk into my living room, dropping my bag, keys and phone on the couch. I can’t believe what I just fucking saw. I know I’m not official...with either one of them, but part of me feels...

Chanel and Eugene 16

"Eugene sure knows how to treat a woman :)"

 Buzz. Buzz. Buzz. Buuzzz. Jesus fucking Christ, where is my phone? Fumbling with shit on the coffee table, I snag the annoying, vibrating device and silence it. I lean back into the warmth and Eugene wraps an arm around me. Buzz....

Chanel and Eugene 14

"I looove his artistic hands. Did I just make shit worse? Probably."

  *Eugene?* I send a text to the number Eugene called me from before. We agreed on Saturday for our date, but with my aching insides, I’m not so sure I want to wait to see him. I set my phone...

Chanel and Ethan 11

"When you mess with the bull....hope my horns weren't too sharp."

 I'm laying on my back, Ethan’s kneeling low in front of me with the heels of my feet on his shoulders. I'm fisting the blanket greedily while his fingertips dig into my hips."Come on Chanel," he says through gritted teeth....