"I am thrown into a bizarre situation with my stepson"
These events took place in November 2013, over a year ago...even now, these events seem surreal. I struggle to accept the fact that I made these mistakes. But as I write this, I must face the fact that I did allow...
"do I acknowledge what happened?"
Bryan woke with an erection, which he tried to hide from me as he went to the bathroom.... I needed a quick shower to wash the dried semen from my backside.... We cleaned ourselves, did not speak of the events...
"He climbs into my bed."
I had just witnessed the sexiest and most beautiful thing I had ever seen: my stepson masturbating to orgasm. The sight was seared into my brain now, I do not ever remember being so aroused. I could literally feel every...
Bryan and I made it to Albuquerque two days before my dad passed away peacefully. We remained for the funeral and the family gatherings that followed. Those days remain a blur in my memory. Clearly, between my father's passing, the funeral...
"Bryan is my date"
We hit the road early the next morning. I was anxious to get to Memphis for my date night with my stepson. Bryan and I both realized, this would be a rare opportunity for us to act as lovers in public,...
"after a full day of anxiety, that night Gary visits me in the shower"
Chapter 2: dealing with my sin I remained in the shower for an extended period of time, trying to deal with the conflict that was overwhelming me. I could not quite get my mind around what had just occurred; and...
"Robert returns to college - the end of a wonderful summer"
And as you would expect, Robert shared my bed with me the rest of the summer. We had fallen into a routine of sorts. Every day, before I came home from work, I would insert my diaphragm, even after the pill...
"Gary needs some help with his erection, again!"
Chapter Three: Gary needs his releaseGary had just ‘forced’ me to a powerful orgasm with the pulsating water massager. Okay, ‘forced’ is a gross exaggeration, but he assumed control of the moment. I not only allowed him to do so,...
"I begin to wonder if Robert actually wants to impregnate me?"
Chapter Five: I realize I needed to understand Robert's motivation and desires betterIt happens again the next morning.I arose early, slipped out of bed without waking Robert. Silently, I went into the bathroom. I turned the water on, giving the hot water time...
"Robert, emboldened by his success, is intent upon mounting me"
I returned home around 6 p.m. to find Robert in the downstairs shower. His gym clothes were strewn in front of the bathroom door indicating he had just come from a workout.My normal routine would be to come home, change out...