Journal Entry

"My long distance lover takes a new lover"

What is it about having the usual balance and routine expectations pulled from under me that send my emotions and sexual appetite up a rocket ride and crash with equal fury and explosiveness? A few weeks ago, after a long...

A Cigar is Never Just a Cigar

"Have you ever thought about a cigar?"

Have you ever wanted an anonymous, liberating adventure? Have you ever wished just to become someone else for a brief time and explore what another person inside you might experience? What if you were a blonde instead of a brunette?...

Adding Lexi

"Fantasy about my husband with another woman"

It figured that when I finally got to live out my top-of-the-list fantasy, my flight was delayed. It was after two in the morning when I arrived at the hotel. I quietly entered the one-bedroom suite. Exhausted slumber filled the...

The Boudoir Photo Shoot

"Girl Friends Fun at Photo Studio"

I could not manage to make it home before Adam, who caught me red handed with my Bordelle shopping bags. We had agreed to be financially cautious this month and I watched his transient ischemic attack as he processed the...

Fucking Me Fucking Her

"Listening on my lover and another woman"

I worked late tonight, knowing that I would be coming home to an empty bed. I checked my cell phone again to see if you left me a message. Nothing. It has been a whole two days. Nothing, until a...

After the Hurricane

"Reuniting after the Hurricane"

It was not until days after the storm, when things started to get back to a slight normalcy that he returned. I collapsed into a heap of sobs the second he came through the door and I cried and shook...