Cold Shock

"If all that is reasonable fails, consider the unreasonable."

Will tonight be what I fear, a plaintive Pas-de-deux choreographed to the requiem for a dying marriage, danced without desire for an audience of strangers?'I wish my life could be that dramatic, that flowery, even that corny, but my journal...

Abandonement

"I expel my demons."

I drive to the GPS coordinates in my phone, a secluded, wooded area. Grabbing the tote bag my Master had given me, I follow a barely visible path through the trees and brush to a small clearing, barely twenty feet...

Mouth, Meet Cock

"My real and true first cocksucking experience"

This is the true recounting of the first time a man's cock ever touched the inside of my mouth, with as much detail and in-the-moment sexual chronology as I can remember twelve years later. I have made no embellishments to...

The Game is On

"A friend takes a chance on me, and is right."

Things were quiet at Mac's Bar that night. I was nursing a beer when a friend of mine called me on my cell. I'd known Todd for some time now. He was one of those work buddies you keep after...

Topanga Canyon Joy Ride

"I picked up a hitchhiker, or was it the other way around?"

Woody Allen was wrong. Way back in his stand up days, he said that people who are bisexual double their chances for a date on Saturday night. I only started having sex with men about ten years ago, but I'd say...