"Lying to her husband, a wife leads life of adultery with the man who seduced her."
Darting between two men’s fluttering guppy tails assured my desirability. While empowering, shifting back and forth to reciprocate their attention was stressful. The anomaly of segregating my faithful wife persona from cheating adulteress caused exposure paranoia.Hiding the good wife from...
"Husband's inuendo about swinging releases unintended consequences."
The news media, movies, TV programs, even education in the 1970’s suddenly shifted from omission’s silence to instructor mode about sex to catch up for its past suppression. The new mantra was, “Sex isn’t just for procreation, it’s for pleasure,...
"Finally seduced by lover, wife changes personality and mistakenly confesses to husband."
I let Edward call again and again, as my marriage vows eroded. Both of us time-stressed, a few weeks passed quickly. Hubby and I argued during the little weekend time we had together when we never did before. At our...
"Married housewife discovers being alluring to men."
I’d enjoyed soapy showers then sex with hubby but didn’t feel sexy while caring for babies. Sex was another domestic routine, a chore for his horny rush. I didn't care. It was duty booty. I accepted his need, was pleased...
"Wife experiences two babies and marriage but still thinks she's a girl, not a woman."
When my pregnancy was confirmed, we turned in the 57 Chevy, the car in that I’d learned to drive, had my first kiss and took us on our honeymoon. I shed tears as we abandoned it, left forsaken with memories,...
"After secret kiss to another, girl marries her fiance and surrenders her virginity."
Things after Alviso’s train passage went as scheduled with one minor change, the wedding’s week delay to avoid it occurring while on my period. The reschedule also provided one last Desoto “girl’s night out”, a bachelor party of sorts. It...
"An asian school girl is taught how to drive and then is engaged to him."
While puberty’s puppet shadow romantically fantasied during soapy showers, I remained boy shy, embarrassed of my background, full lips, big teeth, skinny body, and enlarged breasts. If a boy tried to talk, I assumed he wanted to mock me. My...
"Girl goes from first Holy Communion saint to self abuse sinner."
Mom enrolled only me at Saint Clare’s, a Catholic parochial school, two blocks from Washington Elementary and Santa Clara Intermediate/High, public schools that my brothers attended.Baptism, according to Catholic Church tenets, leaves an indelible mark on one’s soul. The nuns...
"Engaged girl meets man who tries to seduce her."
In the summer of 1967, just after my engagement, I got a job cleaning dishes at The Tropicana Gardens Bowl, with fibs I was eighteen and was out of school.The pay was much better than baby-sitting or picking fruit. At...
"Woman lived a life of adultery and reflects how it all happened."
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards*. Soren Kierkegaard*After a life of adultery, many men known, I'm old, not in spirit, but calendar old.Young, it was so short a time ago. Then, young, was forever.Old,...