The learning The knowing The growing

"How giving up all control gave mine back to me."

The learningThe knowingThe growingThoughts that go flashing through my mindMaking me dizzy.I thought that I knew myself.Just what made me, me.I didn’t go looking for this knowledge,But hell, I’m glad for the knowing.You taught me so much.Even such a few...

I Thought

"A heart freely given, is a heart easily hurt."

I thought I found someone.But he was not for me.I have needs.I need them to breathe.Then found another.God this might be. Gave what I wanted.Meeting my needs.Then in a flash, he withdrew.And I am left without a fucking clue. 

I accept that he is a married man. That this will only be, Ever online. I accept that his hands,  Will never touch me. Caressing my body,  Squeezing my ass. That they will never grab, A handful of hair. Pulling,...

Fragile and Broken

"I never asked"

I never asked for anything, I really didn't want you to know. Didn't want a commitment, Wanted to take it real slow. Just wanted for us to talk, To share and to learn. To become friends we could count on...

Why is trust so lightly valued. So easily tossed. Into the wind. It takes but a callous comment, To hurt a feeling Or trample a heart. Maybe it should not have been So easily given, Right from the very start....

Late Night

"I have missed this."

You come in the night.I wasn't expecting you.It has been so long.Your kiss is fierce.I am yours to claim.You want my mouth, Around your cock.I want your seed,Inside of me.As you slide in, You give me what I need.I listen closely, To...

Why is it all so confusing?Can't some one please explain?My peace has turned to chaos,My life so turned around.My heart is aching and I don't know why.What shall I do with all my questions?Who would I even have to ask?Should...

Just one word, one small word.Yet more powerful than all others.The word that you speak to me.To make me feel safe.The word that you whisper to me.While we make love.The word that you command me with.When you own me completely.This...

My Longing for You

"I found my heart."

It is just past 6:00 A.M. I stretch and as you come into my mind, I smile. Last night was so much more than I ever expected. We talked and shared and loved, Until the wee hours of the morning. Your...