Cocklust Ch. 13

"Scott reveals his big secret."

I didn’t want to come out right then, and I didn’t like the way Amy was forcing my hand.  But I also knew that if she hadn’t picked up my phone, then someone else could’ve seen it—most notably my mom—which...

Cocklust Ch. 12

"Scott’s Thanksgiving does not go as planned."

By that point, my relationship with Chad seemed to have taken over my life.  I spent practically all my time thinking about him, or sneaking around with him, or worrying what might come between us, or some combination of all...

Cocklust Ch. 11

"Scott and Chad's fraternity initiates its new pledges."

Rush Week was a weird experience that fall.  It was actually kind of nostalgic: the Kap Eps went through the same drill every semester, so it felt like we were re-living the time when Chad and I first met.  The...

Cocklust Ch. 10

"Scott and Chad reach a milestone."

Chad and I loved the vibrator so much that we started looking for other toys to play with.  I was tempted to go to an actual sex shop, but we didn’t know of any nearby, and we didn’t want to...

Cocklust Ch. 09

"Scott’s past comes back to haunt him."

The first week of the semester was as crazy as could be.  It wasn’t enough that I was juggling my new classes, settling into my new apartment, and all that other stuff that I’d expected to do.  Now, on top...

Cocklust Ch. 08

"Scott and Chad set out on a new journey together."

That Monday morning, for the first time in my life, I woke up in the arms of a dude.  And not just any dude: he was the one I’d lusted for all this time, the one who’d made me realize...

Cocklust Ch. 07

"Chad confesses his feelings for Scott."

Chad seemed totally different from the guy I’d known before.  He’d always been the frat boy brimming with confidence, if not downright cockiness; or at least that was how I’d always seen him.  Now he was stumbling over his words,...

Cocklust Ch. 06

"Scott goes on a sexual marathon."

By that point, I was starting to realize how life-changing being gay really was.  It wasn’t just the sex, despite all the mind-blowing ways I’d found to get off, and the fact that I’d basically gotten addicted to cock.  It...

Cocklust Ch. 05

"Scott enters his slut phase."

By the time I got home, I’d tried to put all thoughts of my sexuality aside.  I pretended I wasn’t the guy who’d been prowling around the net, and who’d just spent the night in Boystown, and who’d hooked up...

Cocklust Ch. 04

"Scott scores an unexpected hookup."

When I went home that weekend, I felt like my world had turned upside down.  I tried to put a good face on things, so I didn’t say a word to my parents, or to anyone else for that matter. ...