"It's better to give"
A couple weeks after I’d learned of the heartbreaking story of my private client Johnny committing suicide out of despair over his AIDS diagnosis, I decided to do a show just for him.Johnny had requested a private audience with me...
"One on one can be more fun"
“I’ve had a couple requests,” Blaise said at lunch one day. “Apparently the guys you gave favors to in exchange for products and services have been talking to your other fans. Now other men are asking about bartering for or...
"Alpha helps a young couple discover themselves"
I stayed late at work Monday to develop and begin printing my new nude photos from the Lodge. I took some of the first 8x10s over to Blaise around 8, which, of course, led to intense lovemaking and a deep...
"Trading favors gets things done"
For more than a month, I couldn’t stop thinking about Blaise’s childhood home and the pond behind it where we’d had so much fun. We had meant to go back out there. But, I guess my shows had taken priority...
"Alpha revels in showing off his talents"
Two weeks after he first mentioned it, I was anxiously awaiting the arrival of some of Blaise’s friends to watch me perform some kind of gay burlesque-strip-sex-show thing.I had been nervous about it since I told Blaise I’d do it....
"Nature brings out the truth"
This is the eighth part of my adventures in the early 90s with a gay man about 15 years older than me who saw me as a near-reincarnation of his first boyfriend. Check my post history for earlier installments of...
"Alpha pushes the limits of oral and anal"
June began the long slow-news season most people called summer. Oh, sure, the city and county governments were arguing over their budgets for the following year forcing me, as a news photographer, to attend a meeting or two. Otherwise, summer...
"A show and a toy lead to a new experience for young and old alike"
A couple weeks later I remembered something I’d seen in some of the cheaper girly magazines. Some women sold underwear in which they had supposedly made themselves wet or in which they had cum, thus depositing their juices and scent....
"The student becomes the master"
One Thursday morning in late April, Blaise mentioned he wished I would spend more weeknights at his place. He wanted me around more. And, besides, he said, he slept better when I was next to him.“Gee, can you give me...
"Homemade porn adds a new dimension."
While shooting the nude stills for Blaise I got the idea that I needed to make a video for him, something he could watch whenever he wanted, whenever I couldn’t be there to give him a show. Besides, why shouldn’t...