Door Ajar

"A different format"

Lost in the voidOf what has been destroyedBy those who have toyed With my mindWith my soulThis big gaping holeIt seems it's time again to take control.Stop being so trustingOr you will never be wholeDammit!Shut up in there!You with the...

Not Real Love

"More brain dribble"

I crept in where you layI just wanted to playOn this sunny winter dayYou know I won’t stay It seems that I can’tListen to you rantI sigh as you pantI listen to you chant I discovered something newI care more...

Shake meWake meWhen you hear me scream. Take meMake meFeel what you have seen. Hold meFold meYour words dripping sweet. Scold meMould meCreate your favorite treat. Suspect meReject meWhen I am being bad. Erect meProtect meWhen I am feeling sad....

Her One

"March 30, 2010"

Once upon a timeYou promised to be mineAnd in my silly little mindI believed that you were kindOnce upon a timeOur love was so sublimeSo deliciously forbiddenWe kept our love well hiddenOnce upon a timeInto my bed you’d climbI’d tingle...

Far more painThan currently prescribedThoughts and emotions Impossible to describe I’ve tried Damn the pain Over and again Stuck on repeat When will it end? I pretend But what the fuck Am I supposed to do? No, it’s always me...

I can’t help but stare And watch others care I know you are there Those secrets that you hide Create the void you feel inside Another victim of one’s pride The boundaries you have crossed Along with the fables you...

June 15

"Short n sweet"

15 Jun 2015 "Trust me" You whispered Upon my trembling lip "I want to And am trying" As I further slip Exploration Of body and mind Our souls now combined Short breaths And deep moans Inhibitions left behind Hair pulling...

I stand before you cryingHanging my head in shameThis isn't what I wantedMy love is not a gameMy intentions are to leaveTo slip into the mixAnd live among the chaos What's broken can't be fixedAnd as I turn to walk...