Mary sat on a bench while reading a letter that Brad had left for her on his cabin door. She already read it once before but was rereading it to make some sense out of it. What Mary had read in the letter left her shock and with some uncertainty about how to handle it. He wrote that she deserved to know the truth about him and why he did the things he did with her. The reason for him coming to the lake was for one last trip with the guys before he got married. He never intended to lie to her but only wanted to see if he could get her to strip. One thing led to another, and he could not help but have sex with her.
The way he described her in the letter made her feel a little cheap and foolish. Brad went on to say that he never met a woman that was so innocent like she was; that was this easy to fuck. Sharing her with his friends was a test to see how far she would go. Brad may think it was cute to call her his little angel slut at the bottom of his letter, but Mary did not think so. She may have been naive in many things, but she knew what he meant about that name. A good girl that likes to fuck; she hated how right that name fits her and wished that it was not so accurate.
She went to his cabin more than willing to repeat the action from the day before but found that the place was empty with a note attached to the door. She knew that she should be mad at him for all of his lies and what he got her to do. Mary felt ashamed and embarrassed but not anger. He never forced her to be with him or his friends. That was something she did all on her own and wanted it to happen.
What was upsetting her was how easy she fell for all of his lies. She let Brad do forbidden things with her without any resistance, but the worst thing was that she liked it. Mary’s parents raised her to be a good girl and to stand firm against sin. She did just that until a few days ago when she first met Brad and was led astray. What she hated was that she still wanted him and would even fuck him after knowing everything. He knew just how to make her feel good with his words and his touch.
Everything that happened was confusing to her and didn’t know how to react to it. She kept going back and forth from how she felt about having sex. The things she did went against her parent’s teaching and felt conflicted about enjoying it. They told her that it was sinful and evil, but having sex made her feel so alive. She felt a hunger for that orgasmic rush that she got from having sex and would’ve fucked anyone to feel it again.
Mary was so deep in thought that she almost didn’t notice the girl that just sat beside her. The girl had blonde hair and troubling blue eyes. She was in her mid-twenty wearing a short white cotton dress and was very attractive. Mary could tell that the girl was bothered by something and wanted to help her. She had her trouble to deal with, but they seem trivial next to this woman. She always had a kind heart and felt compassion for others. Mary’s heart was still pure, even if her body was no longer.
“Miss, are you okay?”
“Yes…well, not really to tell you the truth. I am afraid I may have done something stupid. Have you ever done something stupid, but for a good reason, and now you may pay for it?”
“Yes, I have about two days ago.”
“What happened two days ago?”
Mary felt her body tense up from the question and was afraid to answer her truthfully. There was no way that she could tell the girl about her sexual undertaking with Brad. She feared that the girl would look at her with disgust and called her a whore. What else would you call a woman that has been with five guys at once? It was troubling to her how much she knew that it was wrong, but she found pleasure having all those men between her legs.
“I am sorry I didn’t mean to pry! I am Kelly, by the way.”
“Hi! I am Mary. It is okay. I don’t know if I could say it out loud.”
“Look, we are both strangers here right, and we may never see each other again. I will make you a deal. I will tell you all about my trouble, and then you can tell me yours. I won’t pass any judgment on you because God knows I am no saint myself.”
Mary nods in agreement but still felt anxiety about opening up about her sex life to a stranger. The more she thought about it, the more she saw the good in telling a stranger her secret. Even if the girl did react badly to it, she would’ve gotten it off her chest. There was no one in her life to talk about such things with, and get advice for it. There was no way that she could ever tell her parents, or they would have sent her off to nunnery school.
“I have spent the last few years trying to put my college degree to good use, but I couldn’t find a job. I was running out of money and was desperate for a job. I finally found one but didn’t know if I could work there.”
“What kind of job was it?”
“Well, to put it bluntly, the company makes porn and sex toys for lesbians. I was desperate and didn’t care where I work as long I had a job. I said I was a lesbian because I thought it would give me a better chance of getting the job. The problem came when I started getting hit on by the other girls in the office. I made up a girlfriend to keep their hands off me, but it soon backfired.”
“How so?”
“They all wanted to meet her, and I foolishly told them that I would bring her to the party tonight. I did have a plan for a friend to pretend to be my girlfriend, but she just backed out at the last minute. I fear to show up alone, seeing that I was lying and getting fire over it. That is enough about me, and it is your turn now.”
Mary felt a weight being lifted off her chest as she started revealing her sin to the woman while still fearing the woman’s reaction. The words poured from her lips in great detail, telling the woman everything. First, she talked about her parents before confessing all she did with Brad and his friends. She finished by looking down at her feet, waiting for the woman’s harsh words that she just knew was coming.
“Let me get this right you fucked five guys at once? Well, I got to say I am impressed. You know sex isn’t something you should be ashamed of and should be proud of yourself for exploring it.”
“Proud of myself?”
“Yes, proud! Too many people are too afraid to try what you did. We, women, need to take back our body and it is our choice of who we fuck or not. I did two guys once but never five of them, but I bet it was fun too.”
Mary felt better after hearing Kelly’s words and felt so relieved she wasn’t shaming her over it. They talked for a few more minutes over the topic of sex and men. Kelly told her that some men would lie to her just for a chance at fucking her. Kelly went on to explained how sex was good and how to express her sexuality healthily. Mary wanted to show Kelly the same kindness that she had shown her. It wasn’t until the words had left her lips before she knew just how she would repay Kelly’s kindness.
“Can I be your girlfriend?”
Kelly’s face bent in confusion until she realized what Mary was asking her and started to smile. It was one thing having sex, but doing this was an unforgivable sin in her parent’s eyes. She didn’t see any harm in pretending to be a lesbian. It wasn’t like she was going to have sex with anyone. Kelly has been so good to her that she felt she should return the favor by agreeing to be her girlfriend for a night.
“I do appreciate that you want to help me out, but you don’t have to. I will be okay no matter what happens tonight.”
“I know that I don’t have to, but I want to help you. It is for one night anyway and not like anything will happen right.”
“If you are going to do this, you must be sure of what you are getting yourself into by doing this. The girls that I work with can be a bit lively and may end up shocking you. Whatever happens, just remember that none of them will try anything with you beyond just words. Can you play along with them?”
The whole thing didn’t seem too hard for Mary, and she has been to a party before. She didn’t think it would be all that different besides everyone being women and gay. Well, not everyone, Kelly and her were just pretending to be gay. The thought of another woman finding her attracted didn’t disturb her as she thought it would. She pushed those thoughts out of her head and focus on more exciting things.
“I am sure that I can do this, and it could be fun. I will have to talk with my parents first before I know for sure if I can go.”
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It was getting more comfortable for her to lie to her parents to get what she wanted. They still thought she was an innocent little girl that was pure as the angels in heaven. If they only knew that their baby girl knows all too well about how it feels to embrace a man in erotic ways. They wouldn’t understand that she was all grown up now with a woman’s needs. Mary wasn’t sure if she wanted to go back to being that innocent little girl again.
Getting her parents’ permission to go wasn’t easy as lying to them, but knew one thing that would make them say yes. She told them about a youth bible study that was happening tonight and that it would be over with around nine. They were all too eager to say yes to her request and would never say no to her when it was about God.
Mary waited for Kelly for a few minutes at the bench where they first met before the girl finally arrived. Kelly gave her some clothes that she wanted her to change into and was stun by what she saw. She always dressed modestly without showing off her body, but these clothes were a lot more suggestive than she used to. The attire was for Kelly’s friend, but it fits almost perfectly on Mary’s body.
If someone had told her last week that she would be undressing in a public restroom to get ready to go to a lesbian party, she would have called that person a liar. Here she was doing just that and found the whole thing rather exciting. The bra was too small for her, but the panties were just right. She never knew that undergarments could come in anything besides the white ones that her mother always got for her. They were black with patterns of flowers on them that she found to be pretty. Without the bra, the shirt that she wore was transparent enough that her breasts were barely visible.
Never had she ever shown so much of her legs before, and it was her first time wearing a short skirt. She was only allowed to wear pants and dresses that would be fit for attending churches. Mary realized that this was the perfect time to go against her parent’s wishes and wear something revealing for once. Mary wanted to push the boundaries a little further and unbuttoned her shirt halfway.
It wasn’t like she will know anyone there and was free to be wild as she wants. She wasn’t sure how crazy she wants to get with lesbians, but they were girls and saw no danger in it. Mary did everything that her parents told her without question. She saw the whole thing as a game where she didn’t have to be herself for a night. Mary liked the idea of walking around dressed like this, acting like a bad girl, and it made her feel empowered.
The chances of her getting an opportunity like this again were slim, and she just wanted a night where she didn’t have to be perfect. All the things that could go wrong never entered into her head and just thought about having fun. Mary knew what being a lesbian meant but didn’t realize what she was wearing would excite them. Mary was a beautiful girl but didn’t know it. She was ignored by the boys at school so much that she thought she wasn’t attractive.
If Mary could read minds would have known that not only the boys but even some of the girls found her attracted. It was her parents that kept her clueless about such things with all their biblical teaching. She didn’t know that dressing this sexy could entice those women with sexual passion toward her. Mary’s full focus was on herself, and her need to be anything than a little miss puritan for one night. It wasn’t like she was pure now, but she just wanted to misbehave in a way that has nothing to do with having sex.
Mary didn’t realize that the party was happening in a mansion and felt her excitement increase over that. The outside gave her the impression that she was about to walk into a fancy party. The inside, on the other hand, told a different story. There were statues and paintings of women having sex or in some form of undressed.
The party didn’t start until five, and they were a little early, but Kelly wanted to introduce her to her boss before the guests got there. She saw that they were still setting up, and the server wore the most revealing dresses that she ever saw. They wore a black corset dress with an end that was shorter than her skirt. The women’s breasts looked like they were about to pop out of their outfit, and their legs were covered only by a pair of black lace stockings. They were all young and beautiful with a healthy bust.
They were also pornstars doubling as servers for tonight’s party. The party was to promote the porn that they were all in, but Mary didn’t know this. She just saw young girls close to her age with innocent looking faces wearing revealing outfits. The outfit was so short that Mary noticed the bottom part of the girls’ asses were hanging out of it.
A tall blonde woman was ordering the servants about in a red cocktail dress. The woman was in her forties but had a figure of a woman half her age. The woman was Kelly’s boss and didn’t have a filter when anything that she said. There was no guessing when it came to what this woman wanted because she made it crystal clear.
“Hi, I am Miranda, Kelly’s boss and I had heard all about you, but you are far more beautiful than she described you. You wouldn’t be by any chance willing to do porn for my company?”
“I am afraid, not Miss Parker! I am all that she needs in the bedroom.” Kelly reply, trying to get the attention off of Mary and back onto her.
“Too bad, I could have created a new whole series around a girl like her. Innocent looking redheads can make good money in porn, and I am sure that your girlfriend would have looked hot being fucked by one of my girls.”
“She sure would have Miss Parker, but only I will make that pussy purr,” Kelly replied with a smile.
Mary couldn’t believe that this woman wanted her to do porn and started talking about her in such a personal way. She knew that she should be upset over being asked to be in one, but she wasn’t. Mary had never seen one before and didn’t know what all happens in one. She knew that there was sex, but her experience with it was pretty limited, and she wasn’t sure how two women could make love. The only thing that she could go on was the art on the wall, and they were mostly of two naked women kissing.
“Excuse us for a moment, my dear, but I have to speak with Kelly alone about some personal affair before my guests arrive, but you are free to explore my home at your leisure.”
Every room that Mary walked into had more lesbian art that showed the sex in greater detail than before. She looked at them out of curiosity and knew that she shouldn’t but couldn’t help herself. Mary felt a familiar feeling starting to stir within her but wasn’t ready to accept that it may have been the explicit sexual arts that were turning her on. It was the first time that she ever saw anything that was pornography, and it was taking a toll on her.
Mary had seen female naked before, but nothing like this and didn’t know how to handle it. Seeing women engaging in a sexual act with each other was becoming too much for her. Turning to leave, she stopped when she saw the reflection of herself in the mirror, and something came over her. It was like someone else was controlling her body as she watched with no power to stop it.
It almost seemed unreal watching herself unbutton her shirt in the mirror and pulling it open. It was like it wasn’t her pink nipples that she saw hardening when she touched them. She caressed her breasts gently without taking her eyes off of them in the mirror. Touching herself in this way felt so right to her, and when she squeezed her nipples, let out a low moan. She snapped out of it when she realized what she was doing and felt embarrassed.
“What is wrong with me,” Mary asked herself out loud?
Mary didn’t know what came over her and button her shirt back up. Last week she wouldn’t have done anything like this, but after losing her virginity, she became a very sexual person. Mary couldn’t say no to sex now and couldn’t help it that she find the act so enjoyable. Sex was wrong in her parents’ eyes, and the wrongness of it made it more exciting. After experiencing her first orgasm, she started craving sex more with each passing day, and she couldn’t go a moment without wanting it.
Mary couldn’t understand how something that can make you feel so much pleasure could be evil. She was having more of a hard time accepting that she could still be a good girl and like sex at the same time. Since she was a kid was told that good girls were pure and untouched from sexual experience until their wedding day. A good girl didn’t have sex with someone that they just met or with their friends too. That was something a slut would do, and she was starting to look like one with her every action she made.
Kelly told her that being a slut wasn’t a bad thing but was a word that some people used to make women feel shame about their sexuality. Mary’s new friend was full of feminist wisdom and shared some of it with her. Kelly encouraged her to take back her power that was stolen from her by her parents. A woman should be free to explore her sexuality, and Mary just explored hers in the empty room.
Feeling the need for fresh air before she does something else that she will regret. She was glad that no one came in while she was touching herself, or she wouldn’t be able to live with the shame of it. Part of her wished that she never went to the lake for her birthday and held on to innocent a little bit longer. Maybe if she had lost her virginity under better circumstances, she wouldn’t be acting like this and still be in control of herself.
Mary walked into the backyard while pushing what she just did from her mind and breath in the fresh air. She noticed a beautiful garden with all kinds of assortment of bright flowers not too far from her. Wanting to get a better look at the flowers, she walked over to them and admired them until she heard a woman’s voice with a Russian accent. Jumping back out of fear and surprise, Mary didn’t respond to the woman’s question.
“I said, who are you, and why are you doing in my garden?”
The way the women look at her didn’t think it was a good idea to bring up that it wasn’t her garden but Miranda. The woman had short black hair and had her septum pierced. The light blue jeans and the white gloves that she was wearing had dirt on them. The woman’s orange tank top was untouched from such stain and barely hid the woman’s black bra. The woman’s breasts had little beads of sweat on them that made them more alluring.
Mary would have thought the woman was attractive if she didn’t look so unsettling. It was the stern look that the woman gave her that made her feel threatened. She reminded her of a P.E coach that she had once that was in the army. They both were in their early thirties, but this woman scared her more than her coach did. She didn’t want to say the wrong thing to provoke the woman’s wrath.
“I am Mary, and I just wanted to take a closer look at your beautiful garden.”
“Are you one of Miss Parker’s guests?”
“Yes! Yes, I am.”
“You can look then. I am Marya. Which movie are you in?”
“Movie?”
“Porn. You know where you have sex with another girl. You are cute and would very much like to see you naked.”
Mary was taken back and didn’t know what to say or how to react to the woman. The first thought that entered her head was that she should be upset by someone saying that to her. The boldness of this woman wanting to see her naked and watch her do forbidden things with another girl took her by surprise. She has never been around a woman like her before casually speaking about such a topic with ease. The woman didn’t seem to realize how inappropriate her words were and acted like it was a perfectly normal conversation to have with someone.
“I…I have never been in one of those movies before.”
“Too bad. A girl of your beauty could make good money in films. You should give it a try.”
“I can’t I am…no longer single. I would, but my girlfriend can get a little jealous, and I don’t want to upset her.”
Mary almost said that she was straight, but remembered that she must pretend to be gay. She was afraid to disagree with the woman and put all the blame on her pretend girlfriend while agreeing to the woman’s point of view. Mary was wanting to say enough to make the woman happy before leaving but made herself more appealing to the woman. She told Marya that she likes the idea of someone seeing her naked, but she must be faithful to her girlfriend.
“You know what your girlfriend doesn’t know won’t hurt her. You can show your body to me, and it can be our little secret.”
Realizing she said too much, Mary tried to fix her mistake, but nothing she said work. Mary wanted to get out of the situation that she was in without getting naked first. There was no way that Mary could rephrase her words without admitting that it was a lie. She feared that it would upset the woman, and was afraid of what she might do. Marya wasn’t dangerous, and it was Mary ignorant mixed in with her imagination that led her to believe that she was.
“I would, but my girlfriend might see us. She is inside and could be looking for me right now.”
“Miss Parker is a good woman; she let me stay in the guest house, and your girlfriend won’t find us there.”
Mary couldn’t think of anything to get her self out of this mess and reluctantly agreed to the woman’s request. She didn’t want to take her clothes off but didn’t see any other way around it. Even that Mary wanted to run the other way followed Marya against her will and felt her heartbeat increase with every step that she made. Mary tried to tell herself that it wouldn’t be that bad undressing in front of this woman and that it would be okay to be seen naked.
The walk to the guesthouse bedroom felt longer than it was, and the moment that she fears had finally arrived. Marya was on the bed, removing the dirt stain gloves from her hands while waiting on Mary to reveal her most beloved treasure. Mary turned to the door seeing her only way of escaping this nightmare but slowly slipped off her shoes. She decided to give the girl just what she wanted and wasn’t in a hurry to give it to her either. Mary’s hands shook as she unbuttoned her shirt and felt a rush of excitement as it fell from her body.
Mary took a moment before continuing undressing and felt a thrill ran through her body. She wasn’t supposed to be enjoying what she was doing, but she was. The air-conditioning room felt good on her bare breasts, and her hard nipples were betraying her excitement. After tossing her skirt aside and sliding down her panties, Mary stood still, letting the Russian woman look at her nude body. She didn’t try to cover her self up and let her most intimate part of her body be visible to the woman viewing pleasure.
Marya was the first woman that she ever let’s look at her like that, and she could feel the woman’s eyes on her body. Mary stepped closer to the woman to give her a better view of the erotic area of her body. Mary didn’t know why she did that or why she was enjoying the attention that she was getting by the woman. What was turning her on was the forbidden factor of having another woman staring at her nude body.
The woman motions her to sit down next to her and did so without protest. Mary found that she rather like the feeling of being naked and enjoyed the attention that she got from Marya. It was becoming clear to her that the woman wasn’t bad as she first thought she was. Marya never said anything that was demanding or threatening to her. The woman never touched her and only look at her body with lustful intent.
“You are a gorgeous girl and like to thank you for sharing your beauty with me. Can I ask you for one more thing?”
“Sure, go ahead.”
“Can I kiss you?”
Mary froze in place from hearing those words and was too stunned to say no. The woman took her silence as a yes and pulled Mary into a warm embrace before giving her a long deep passionate kiss. She was kissed many times during this week, but it was nothing like what she was experiencing now. Mary felt the heat from the woman’s body on her naked flesh, sending sensation through her like she was finally coming alive.
Mary could smell the woman’s sweat mixed in with the fresh soil that she was working in and didn’t find the woman’s scent unappealing. Marya’s kiss was nothing like being kissed by a man and noticed the difference immediately. Brad’s kiss was strong and forceful, while Marya was soft and tender. Marya didn’t rush the kiss and took her time with it. The way the woman touched her with tenderness and care made her feel like she was loved.
The woman touched her in such the right way that she didn’t mind that another girl was touching her exposed sensitive skin. Marya took great care to make her feel pleasure from her touched and not rush their lovemaking. All the resistance that she once had melded away from one powerful kiss. Mary didn’t fight being pushed on her back as Marya climbed on top of her. She felt two tenders, but soft hands squeezing her breasts, playing with them in a delicate matter.
Marya knew just how to touch and kiss her in the right way. She had experienced the sensation of being fucked, but this was the first time that she has ever been made love to by someone. The woman took her time kissing and caressing her breasts that she had mini orgasms from it. Time seems to last longer within this woman’s embrace, turning seconds into minutes and minutes into an hour. Every touch by Marya made her flesh heat up like it had hot coal under her skin, and her body swarms around like something was trying to escape out of her.
The time that Marya got between her legs, she kissed and licked everything besides her pussy. The woman knew just how to tease Mary and waited for the right time before sliding her tongue into her wet cunt. Marya’s tongue went in deep and fast, licking in a wild fashion. It didn’t take her long before she was screaming from a powerful orgasm that was soon followed by two more.
Mary laid on the bed, catching her breath while thinking about what she just let this woman do to her. She just committed an unforgivable sin, according to her parents, but she didn’t care and wanted to do it again. Pushing that nonsense out of her head pulled Marya into a kiss while removing her clothes in haste. She didn’t take her time like she did with her and attack the woman’s body with wild passion. After making love to Marya, she held the woman in her arms, caressing her nipple with her finger while the woman was smoking a cigarette.
“You are a pretty good lover and see why your girlfriend gets jealous. It has been nice, but you should go before your girlfriend get wise about your infidelity.”
Mary knew that Marya was right, but didn’t want this moment to end just yet. Mary liked how it felt having this woman pressed against her naked body in heated passion. It wasn’t her intent for things to get this far, but it did, and she wasn’t upset about it. Marya changed everything for her and how she viewed sex with women. She never thought it was something that she would ever do or like, but now she has to rethink her sexuality.
Mary Slipped out of bed to find her clothes and thought about how far she had fallen from the good girl that she once was. She did a lot of bad things this week, and what she just did would have been the worst by her parents’ standard, but she didn’t care what they thought anymore. Mary had her first sexual experience with another woman and found it to be gratifying. Even knowing that she was okay with what she had done must keep it a secret from her parents. They would have made her life a living hell if they found out, and she would have to keep it a secret for now.
Mary kissed Marya after getting dressed and gave her panties to the woman because Marya wanted it as a souvenir. Walking back into the mansion without any panties on felt liberating to Mary like it was her bra-burning moment. She was free to be sexual with anyone that she wishes to be and will not hold back her sexual desires anymore.
While Marya was welcoming her into the Sappho lifestyle, Miranda was welcoming her guests to her party. Some of them wore some revealing outfit that Mary couldn’t help but stare at their exposed flesh. New desires grew within Mary and found that she wanted to be intimate with some of the girls that she saw. There were plenty of new choices for her next lovers, but she has to find Kelly.
She was still basking from the experience of having an orgasm felt the need to be extra naughty and unbuttoned her shirt further. The gap in her shirt became wider and revealed more of her breasts to wanting eyes. She walked around looking for Kelly and enjoyed the lustful glances that she got from the other guests. She finally found Kelly talking with some of her colleagues from work while drinking champagne.
Mary joined her and got carried away a few times during the party. She let a photographer take some racy picture of her while Kelly watched. When they were finally alone, Mary told Kelly everything that happened with Marya and was glad to see approving eyes staring back at her. Kelly was pleased to know that she was exploring her sexuality and revealed that she did the same thing but only with men.
It was on the way back to the cabin when Mary realized that this could have been her last time with a woman. Well, for a while anyway and didn’t know when the next opportunity will or would happen. She knew that when she got home, things would go back to normal on the surface, but deep down, she will feel the itch to be touched again. Mary felt a sadness crept in her from knowing that it may be a while before she would feel another orgasm.
Mary has already made up her mind that she will have sex at the first chance that she got. She would go on being the good girl that everyone knew while living a secret double life. If things go right for her, Mary will find someone willing to be with her, but they must keep their love a secret. Closing her eyes, she tried to recall the sensation of being with another girl, and it was like nothing she had ever experienced before. The new path that Mary had found her self on was more exciting than anything her old life had in store for her and found peace in her new self.
