No return address….Neither lost not found
I felt more love for you than was ever shown
And you held on with hope, waiting,
Only one day to let go.
As you walked away I waited for you to look back
Then I worried that I’d blown my only chance.
You moved along to that bleach blonde girl
Simple, not so complicated love you showed the world
Dusting off the book you gave me I watched you through the smoke
And I suppose for a moment I was happy for you both.
I wasted years searching for things I’ll never find
While you were standing there before me
How could I be so blind?
It was always you….It was you there in my heart
Now I’ll be the lonely candleabra that gets blown out after dark.
Oh I really fucked up this time!
Sometimes things meant for you, they do pass you by
And you have a love with her, that could have been with me
While I wake up alone in the night from a dreadful dream
Crying, thinking, wondering…..
“Who’s going to love me now?”
