I wish I’d never met you,
I wish you weren’t still here.
I wish I didn’t have these thoughts,
I wish you’d disappear.
I try to toughen up,
And pretend like I don’t care.
But the truth is, I still think of you,
In my mind, you’re always there.
How do I go on like this?
Wondering like I do,
Do you think of me at all?
Do you miss me, as much as I miss you?
My body still reacts,
In a salacious and filthy way.
And I find my hands roaming,
when my desires come out to play.
I wish to live my life,
Without you constantly on my mind.
But it’s so hard to ignore the fact,
That you have my heart in a bind.
I wish I’d never met you,
I wish I didn’t fall,
But I can’t see myself not loving you,
You’re my person, after all.
