My ache for you is real. I tried to let it go, but I crave the unknown. Will you take me softly as a lover would, or will it be a rough filled sexual need? I ache so much I need to find release with my slender fingers. Touching myself with the right amount of pressure. Driving me mad until I roughly bring myself to orgasm. Oh how I ache for you, yet you’ll never know. You’re my darkest secret, the reason I can’t sleep at night. Oh, my lush filled fantasy, how I ache for you.