Cindy wakes up cradled in Matt’s arms. He is still asleep, and she feels great comfort in his arms. This morning her pussy is sore, but it was a soreness that she had asked for and demanded. Now she was debating whether to tell Matt why she is sore.
They are swingers, and they had agreed that they could play at a party with anyone without guilt as long as there were no secrets. Now Cindy was contemplating keeping a secret from Matt.
Do I want to keep this secret from him? Matt deserves to know about Jim, the black man with the big cock, the cock that fucked me so well last night and made me sore this morning. Why don’t I want to tell him? That I had so much fun being fucked with that big cock? I would like to fuck more big black cocks.
Lying there she was in total conflict, she wanted to tell Matt, but she also wanted to keep the memory of that fuck to herself. Matt started to stir, and she felt him draw her closer. She loved when he did that, the closeness and comfort he provides her.
Matt leans his head and kisses her neck and starts to nibble her ear lobe. She smiles because he knows that quickly turns her on. But she is sore, and she doesn’t know if she wants Matt’s cock in her this morning.
Pulling out of his arms, she jumps out of bed and goes to the bathroom. After she pees, she turns on the shower and lets the water cascade over her body. As the water from the showerhead rains upon her face, Matt enters the shower. He again wraps his arms around her and nibbles on her neck.
Leaning back on him she feels his hard cock press between her ass cheeks. Massaging her breasts and playing with the nipples caused a tingle that connected in her pussy. Cindy turns her head and Matt kisses her and sucks her tongue into his mouth.
“Hmmm, you taste sweet this morning,” he said.
“How sweet am I?” she asks.
“Sweet as honey, with a hint of pussy juice and cum,” he whispered.
“Now that sounds like a very delectable drink,” she says with a smile.
Matt and Cindy take turns soaping and washing each other. Turning off the shower they grab thick terry cloth towels and help to dry each other. Going back into the bedroom Matt wants to play but Cindy says that she has things to do to get ready for tomorrow.
Matt realizes that this weekend they spent more time playing than they did not. During the day Matt would stop and squeeze Cindy and start to feel her, she pushed his hands away and told him she had work to do. This was not the Cindy that he knew, she never pushed him away like this.
After dinner, they sat close together on the couch, sipping a glass of wine. Matt’s arm was draped over her shoulder, but he was afraid to touch her any more than this.
“Cindy, what’s the matter? You haven’t been yourself today.” He asked with concern.
She responded with a shrug and said, “Oh, I’m just tired out and needed to get things done today.”
He knows that something is wrong. He is very preceptive to my feelings and he knows that I am trying to keep something away from him.
“You rarely shy away from a little cuddle during the day, but today, after our shower you didn’t want to be touched.”
“Matt, sweetheart, I am just tired, and I just didn’t feel like getting touched like that, is all.”
“Okay, I think I understand. How did you like the party last night? It has been a long time since we have been to a full-blown swingers party.”
“Yes, it has. Rick and Helen sure put together a good one for last night’s celebration of your birthday.”
“And you knew, you little vixen, and didn’t let on.”
“Hmmm, that was the fun part, but I didn’t know until yesterday morning when Helen told me about the surprise. She hadn’t told me before for fear you would find out from me.”
“We normally play together in the same area, but last night I lost track of you for a while.”
“Oh, I went into a playroom and with a couple and a guy.”
“You did?”
“Yes.”
“Had I met them?” There were so many new people to both.
“Well, you met Jesse and Karen and Jim.”
“Jim? I don’t seem to remember Jim, who was he with?”
“Jim was with, mmm, well, mmm, I don’t remember who he was with.”
“What did he look like, then maybe I’ll remember.”
“Well, he was tall, has a very athletic body, very handsome.”
“Was he one of the two single men that were invited?”
“Ummm, yeah, I think he was.”
“Cindy, I know you, and when you are like this, you have a secret you don’t want to tell me.”
“Matt, I did something last night that I have wanted to do, and someday I would love to do it again.”
“What did you do, sweetheart?”
“I went into the playroom alone with Jim and fucked him.”
“Okay, we had agreed that is not something we would do, but we both have done things we had agreed that we wouldn’t do. We also know that situations arise, and we take advantage and go with them.”
Cindy’s body began to tremble with the beginning of her tears. “Oh, Matt, I’m sorry that I went into the playroom with Jim. I should have stayed in the play area where you were. But I wanted Jim and I wanted him alone.”
“Why did you want him alone?”
“Because he was so big and if it hurt, I didn’t want you to know that he had hurt me with his big cock.”
“How big was it?”
“Well, you know that I have always wanted to have sex with a black man?”
“Yes, we have discussed that numerous times and since there aren’t many blacks in our area, and we know none that swing, you haven’t had the opportunity to fuck a black man.”
“Jim is black.”
“Okay, no big deal. During all our discussions I have never told you, I also desire to fuck a black woman.”
“But it is a big deal. His cock must be nine inches long when soft and twelve inches when he is hard and as big around as your wrist.”
“So, what you are telling me is that you fucked a black man with a big, black cock?”
“Yes, that is what I am saying. Before he started to put his cock in my pussy, he asked me if I was sure I wanted his big black cock in my white married pussy, I told him yes, fuck me. He told me when he went in, he would be gentle, but once in and I was comfortable, he would fuck me balls deep, again I said fuck me.”
Matt looked in her eyes and saw that she needed to tell him.
“He was so gentle, he slowly put that big cock in, and inch by inch he filled my pussy. When I was comfortable, he fucked me balls deep and filled my pussy with so much cum.”
Still looking into her eyes, he could see her reliving the experience.
“It felt so good when he fucked my pussy, he made me cum as I have never come before, and he fucked me for it seemed like forever. As good as it was, I wouldn’t want to do that every time we go out.”
“What were you afraid of if you told me?”
“That I had gone off and fucked someone in a playroom without you being there and because I am so sore today, I couldn’t let you fuck me.”
“Is that all?”
“Yes. When I came out of the playroom, I felt guilty that I left you for my selfish pleasure.”
“Cindy, you know that I love you, and just because you slightly bent our rules, which we have both done in the past, doesn’t mean I love you any less. I admit I would have loved to have been there when you fucked Jim, but at that time I was fucking Jerry’s ass, then I was fucking Betty when you found me.”
“Betty sure is one fine-looking MILF.”
“She tastes pretty good, too. Next time maybe you and I could team up and eat out a MILF together?”
“Hmmm, that sounds like fun.”
“In the meantime, call Helen and see if she has a contact number for Jim and check to see if he has a girlfriend. If he does, then we will invite them over for dinner and a special dessert. If he is as big as you say he is, his girlfriend may be disappointed with me, but we can deal with that.”
Cindy laughed and turned her head to get a kiss from Matt. Their kiss lasted a long time as Matt gently caressed her breast. When his hand carefully touched her pussy, she seemed to pull back from his hand, but when he started to pull away, she grabbed his hand and placed it back on her pussy.
“Be gentle, it’s still a little tender.”
“Yeah, I imagine, let’s let your pussy rest another day.”
“Thank you, dear, I was afraid that you wouldn’t understand. I don’t know you as well as I thought I did.”
“Let’s go to bed and cuddle, it has been a long weekend, it is time to get some rest.”
Cindy stood up and after Matt stood, she took his hand, and they went upstairs and got ready for bed. In bed, Cindy cuddled close to Matt and cooed how much she loved him. As he hummed her favorite song, she relaxed and went to sleep, content knowing that telling Matt was the best thing she could have done. Keeping the secret, she knew would have destroyed their marriage.
