I find myself sitting here waiting for you. I find myself sitting here crying over you.
I wish I had the strength to put you in my past.
I wish I had the strength to stay in your life.
Why can’t there be a way to forget, a way to ignore the feelings that are there?
You caused me to feel so much but then only made me feel like others do.
I do my best to hate you each day as loving you only gives me pain.
I do my best to force the smile you want and expect.
Why can’t we work as the couple we tried to be, the couple we wanted to be?
The sad circle of pleasure and pain we can’t get out of.
I can’t do this any longer, I will not do this any longer.
That is just a lie I tell myself each day.
I can’t walk away and you won’t leave me.
Back in that circle, never will it end.
