I felt myself in her
I felt him in me
Who was being dominated?
Who was submitting?
Were my thrusts matching his thrusts?
Were his thrusts matching my thrusts?
Should I feel enjoyment from her pussy?
Should I feel enjoyment from his cock?
Did I cum because he filled me up?
Did he cum because my sphincter closed in orgasm?
Do I now get pegged by her?
Do I now bury my cock in him?
Confusion from an enjoyment state.
Liberation from sexual plane.