The following journal entry was difficult for me to write, and I'm on the fence about what it all means to me. I know the lifestyle can lead to bad things happening and as much as I enjoy most of...

Love through my horrible thoughts

"You know when you're having one of those days."

My mind was racing with all the things that had gone wrong. I was lying in bed trying to read a 50 Shades of Gray novel. That was not helping a damn thing. All the romance just made me want to...

Bound Wendy

"Time is money"

Wendy squirms. I enjoy watching her squirm. She sits on her own settee in her own living room with bondage tape wound tightly around her ankles, calves and all the way up to her knees, where it meets a black...