Loves Illusions

"Sometimes love takes patience and also brings fear"

I woke up last nightmy mind filled with terror you said you did not love me anymore My eyes filled with tears, I could not seethe pain that inside cut like a knife to my heart and drowned me in fearYou...

I've always wanted to know how to reach you,to forget each divide within us that is a dark oceanpopulated with dangerous new species,depths we may not know how to chart alone.I don't want to stay on the surface anymore,where rippling...

In quiet contemplationFinding the wisdom to finally rejoice,Oh my soul.Admitting the waste,Reviving the love that never left,Responding with celebrationWhen hearing of the happinessOffered.Once shared, Simple satisfaction and delight,It was right,But foolishly allowed to melt away.Once said it lives,Exists deep inside,Oh my...

Thank you

"Thank you for Everything"

Thank you for always being thereFor dealing with me when times are hardI am a hard woman to deal with sometimesYou know the real meEven when I am pushing you outYou push harder to stayWhen I am not talking to...

Time moves and unfolds behind your eyes, I see myself when those fragile colored orbsbegin to blossom and constrict before you pull away from me. If I am to be nothing more than a bright flash across your sky, hold on to that split...

This is not my beautiful house

"Its not really like I had planned to change,Time really just moves on and so does our heart."

Bittersweet memoriesthey fill this two story housebittersweet tearsoh we wanted everythingIt seems we have it now, all that is missing is usyou and ILaughter and lovetime is moving on it is sometimes faster than we likeYou are getting older and...

In Flight

"Paitently awaiting at the gate"

Touch in flightCrazily drive the interstateUnited is latePatiently awaiting at the gateCatching a glimpseDare hesitateSultry legsMake me acheGently sheer drapedMind escapesWhat lies beneathTongue longs to tasteShe makes me waitAwaited kissIn my midstOur lips touchPure blissDeep breathsTongues twistLost in thisSo missedSmell...

The Fort

"The safe haven of a kitten."

I'm alone, in my fort. The tears streaming down. Built to be a shelter, for me alone. I let him in, though my heart breaks. My mind wants logic, my heart wants protection. My body, defies it all. It is...

Together,over the years,half a lifetime,half a life,our life, together.She was first among equals,the best woman,the answerto allI had dreamed of in my time.The sparkling gem set in the gold settingof womanhood.A work of feminine artand of the incarnationof kindliness,a kindred spirit,in one...

You set me on fireMake my body shiver,Being close to youMakes my heart quiver. I tried to hide my feelingsThought you'd never know,I had no ideaThat I really let it show. You see inside my heartDeep inside my eyes,I figured when you...