When I was nineteen, my life was shattered in an instant. My dad walked in on me with my best friend—my lips wrapped around his cock, the room still smelling faintly of our shared sweat and teenage lust—and that was...
Gay Male
No Need To Hide – Part 4 (Finale)
"Sawyer's fallen for George, but can their love last beyond the summer?"
I knew it was pathetic to be jealous of Gerald, but as I stood at the backyard grill on the Fourth of July, I found myself glowering at my neighbor's son.While I was supposed to be making sure I cooked...
New York Minutes
"My New York fuckbuddy surprises his new boyfriend with a present on his birthday… me."
When I was 21 years old, I visited New York City for the very first time. I was immediately enamoured by the bigness and the busyness. It was both polished and grungy at the same time, which I absolutely loved,...
The Show House: A Gay Male Story
"A married man learns what it means to love BBC!"
The humid night air felt heavy against my skin, a stark contrast to the nervous chill humming through my veins. I stood on the porch of the model home, my running shoes silent on the pristine wood. I’d spent the...
Bricks, Blood, And Boys Like Me
"Sometimes, after watching boys holding boys, shame twisted my gut"
July 28, 1969I leaned against the brick in the alley, smoking my cigarette. Man, I needed a break.Frankie had called on my day off. “We’re short. Can you help?”I didn’t hesitate. I had no plans, not since I was in...
Grand Junction Man
"I met him on a gay hook up site"
When I think about all the men and women I’ve had sex with, the ones from when I traveled for work were the most kinky.I traveled to Grand Junction for one year, one week a month. I met two different...
“Oh man, sorry!” Niklas exclaimed, and for the first time in my life I was splattered with someone else’s cum.We were both students at the Goethe Institute. I was 26, he was probably around 20 and we had spent the...
No Need To Hide – Part 3
"George gave Sawyer his first blowjob. Now he wants to be his first fuck."
No doubt about it, my neighbor had me hooked. George had given me my first taste of sex, and now I wanted to gorge myself on it. For the next several days, I felt as if a low-grade but constant...
One Year Later
"A happenstance meeting leads to another wild experience."
One year later, I found myself home again. My college experiment didn't go well. I travelled four states away, battled homesickness, my high school sweetheart cheated on me, my grades fell, and by the end of the year I was...
A Long Summer
"A summer gig leads to a dream night with a dream guy."
I could tell it was going to be a long, long summer.The owner of my coffee shop, always on the lookout to expand his dinky little place into a massive, nationwide chain, met a guy who knew a guy that...