Cocklust Ch. 13

"Scott reveals his big secret."

I didn’t want to come out right then, and I didn’t like the way Amy was forcing my hand.  But I also knew that if she hadn’t picked up my phone, then someone else could’ve seen it—most notably my mom—which...

Cocklust Ch. 12

"Scott’s Thanksgiving does not go as planned."

By that point, my relationship with Chad seemed to have taken over my life.  I spent practically all my time thinking about him, or sneaking around with him, or worrying what might come between us, or some combination of all...

A Friend In Need

"Scott was constantly bullied in school by his classmate, that is until he made a friend in Robbie."

My story started during my middle school years. I was always shy, so instead of socializing with classmates, I concentrated on my classwork. By being antisocial, it made the others think I was too good for them. It caused a...

Cocklust Ch. 11

"Scott and Chad's fraternity initiates its new pledges."

Rush Week was a weird experience that fall.  It was actually kind of nostalgic: the Kap Eps went through the same drill every semester, so it felt like we were re-living the time when Chad and I first met.  The...

Promenade

"Meeting a godlike creature turns into an unforgettable night, with a ‘boereseun’(agricultural/peas)"

On my six-weekly visits to Cape Town, I mostly stayed at a beautiful, old-worldly hotel in Sea Point, on a beautiful promenade. Let me explain the word, ‘mostly.’ Please bear in mind that Cape Town is in the southern hemisphere...

Cocklust Ch. 10

"Scott and Chad reach a milestone."

Chad and I loved the vibrator so much that we started looking for other toys to play with.  I was tempted to go to an actual sex shop, but we didn’t know of any nearby, and we didn’t want to...

Growing Up

"Everything changed that day"

Growing up on a farm in West Texas in the seventies was a time in my life that I will never forget. The summer of seventy-eight was when I came to realize who I truly was. I say was because...