Your apathetic attitude leaving scores of scars
Undefined and undermined and undesired
Feeling fortified with clouds of lies
Until my eyes grow tired
Can’t control the holes in your soul
Can’t even locate mine
Can’t be more beautiful, more sensual
More in tune with your time.
Can’t handle all the evidence that points to where I belong
Low on a list of loves n lusts n fucks
Even under this song.
I’m a perfect pitch, a goal unkicked, a white flag fleeing in mist
I’m a pair of lips untwisting from a canceled kiss.
I’m a hidden shame, unwritten name a screaming sigh
Fleeing rejection from the mention
Of a you and I.
No tender touch, no needful want
No searching hands in the dark
I could die of hypothermia from the passion I spark.
No dilated eyes or sad goodbyes
No longing lines
I’m just not the one you want
And your heart will never be mine.
Where do I
Belong?
