the ghost of you stands before me
watching and waiting
for me to wrap my legs around another
so that you can pass between
him and me
and stop the need
the need I have everyday
to excise you from my body
I cannot look at my breasts without seeing your hand there
I cannot touch myself without feeling your body press into mine
I cannot kiss without your lips first touching mine
I beg you…I beg you…please
please…please…stop
stop this haunting
I am on my knees
pleading with you to go away
to leave my body
if not my heart
so I can FEEL again
cum again
live…. again