The fact is, though she desired you, longed for you, wanted you, she needed more, craved more, but you weren’t available.
She’s used to being left. She’s used to not being enough, she’s used to being broken down, always questioning her self-worth. She always recovers and picks herself back up, at times just to fall again.
She’s the kind of girl that you cut off but then spend years thinking about randomly and though she may not be what you want you’ll find yourself looking for her in every other woman you encounter.
She’s the kind of girl that comes in with an intensity you’re not used to. A realness you’re not ready for. She challenges you, and the closer she gets the further you pull back. She spent far too long thinking that was a flaw but now realizes how rare and unique it is.
So just remember she only wanted you for your time, your effort, her reassurance. She didn’t need you she just chose you, she just wanted you.
The fact is, she never really needed you and in the end you’ll find out that you needed her far more.
