Fade Into You

"Struggling to be loved right"

I feel it start in the pit of my stomach,
This thing called passion.
It’s heat radiating through me,
In ways I never thought.

In my own way I hate you, 
In my own way I don’t.

I could live in this moment, 
The one that you bring.
Still fully clothed,
Yet I feel completely exposed.

You use me and set me aside,
Until the very next time.
I never win,
You never lose.
But I want to fade into you.

Be where you are,
Right by your side.
Can’t you see this is murder?
You kill me with each touch.

And yet I want to fade into you.