I cried again today
I do most days as I awake
Questioning why I stay
Tethered unhappily to life
Tears and panic set in
I struggle and thrash about
Trying to quiet my mind
I listen to the calming sound
Your voice whispering the words
Calming the inexplicable anxiety I feel
I hear those names and feel safe
Tears and shaking soon abate
I remember why I wake
Hearing the names of those I made
I try to thank you again
You shake your head
Just remember their names
We made them together
Your soul gave them life
I say them every morning as I do
Amazing young men, be proud
I’ll hold you and say them each day
Remember always for me
The incredible woman you are
And no matter what comes
That I still and will, always love you
