I went on a picnic three weeks ago with a mixed group from school; some I knew well and others I didn’t know at all. When we drove back to our dorms, there weren’t enough seats in the van. I ended up in the very back sitting in the lap of a guy I didn’t know. It’s was about a thirty-five minute ride back to campus and during about twenty minutes of the ride, I think I orgasmed three times.
I was still in my bikini sitting on this guy’s lap who I’m sure was a little buzzed like I was. His hands were on my thighs at first and I could feel him getting an erection. Before long, his hands went inside my thighs and instead of trying to stop him, I allowed him to continue. As his right hand began touching my vagina, he also held my breasts with his left hand getting me aroused almost immediately. Then his hand went inside my bikini bottoms as he began fingering me.
I can’t explain it, but I just closed my eyes and let him finger me over and over, reveling in my orgasms. What I never stopped to think about was that I was in a fifteen passenger van, and I was the sixteenth person. I was so aroused, it never occurred to me that my breasts were fully exposed by then and that everyone else in the van knew what was going on. Aside from the driver, there were nine other guys and five other girls all aware and I assume all watching me as I orgasmed repeatedly. When I finally opened my eyes and saw everyone watching me, I was so humiliated I wanted to die.
To make the embarrassment worse all the guys began clapping their hands and hollering and even the girls were laughing at me.
As the guy was masturbating me, she said my vagina was also exposed and that several of the guys in the back of the van had fondled my breasts. The more she told me the more embarrassing it became. She also told me how I made sounds while I orgasm and kept repeatedly saying “Oh, Oh, Oh! That Feels So Fucking Gooood! Don’t Stop Please.”
I’m back home with my parents for the summer and don’t want to go back to the same school and can’t think of a good reason to tell them why because I’ll be in my senior year. Every friend I have there knows what I let happen and even girls and guys I don’t know will know about it. Why I let a guy I did not know have his way with me by masturbating me, I still can’t imagine. The last couple days of school was a nightmare since I knew they were all talking about me and many made crude remarks to me that I guess I deserved. My two roommates, who weren’t in the van, just kept laughing about it since the boy who masturbated me was the assistant dean’s son and a freshman. It’s my own fault but if I go back there, it will be just as humiliating as it is right now.
But I did enjoy it.
