When you come to mind,
The “what if’s” of my life come together,
Squeezing the breath from my lungs and,
My heart stops beating momentarily.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t
give you what you coveted,
I also wanted it so fiercely,
I felt physical pain.
The deepest love
Is in my heart.
I can’t share it,
The love is broken.
Perhaps in a different moment
We might have come together.
My God, I wanted so desperately
to be yours.
To give you everything I am;
to have you for my very own.
I craved your touch.
I craved your love.
You tried with everything you had
For a very long time.
If wishes could make it true,
We would’ve been.
Please don’t take it personally,
The problem was not you at all.
You’re so perfect and
you always were, and will be.
Believe me sweetheart,
I am not who you want.
I’m not who you deserve.
You deserve an unbroken love.
© Trinket 2019
