Sometimes I want to please a man. The pleasure is usually reciprocated, but it’s not about that. It’s about the feeling of being in control, in control of a man’s deepest pleasure. Controlling and conjuring up his orgasm and receiving a hot, sticky, tasty treat of his ejaculation. I’ve done this lots of times and never regret it or feel the slightest shame. It’s what I want to do and I know it’s appreciated.
It follows a similar script most times. There are minor differences of course because no man is the same. Some don’t want me to have any control at all and they dominate me. If that’s the type they are who am I to stop them, I go with it. I’m getting a cock in my mouth either way. And I have never yet met a man who didn’t want to cum in my mouth and on my face. I like both and usually hang around until I get my face covered and my belly filled with the warm, musky stickiness.
Cocks are different sizes but the men I service are either big or very big. I believe it’s called being a size queen but to me, I suck the type of cocks I want to suck. It has to be at least the same size as mine. I can’t see how that makes me an anything queen.
When I visit a stud I usually ask them to take a shower. I’m doing the favour here and I want them to be clean. I prefer when they wait until I arrive before they take the shower. This allows me to watch. I stand in their bathroom and watch them undress and shower. I love when they massage their body with lather and especially so when they are erect. It makes me so excited and proud if they are already erect in the shower. My presence alone has made that erection. I start to undress as they rinse the soap from their body. They leave the shower and I start to towel them dry.
The action usually begins there and then. I towel their torso first, then the midsection, ass, and legs. As I dry their legs I sometimes pretend to let their cock accidentally graze against my face. I look them in the eye, smile and then finish drying. That’s when I guide them into the bedroom and make my first decision.
For my studs with very big cocks, I love to get on my knees and come face to face with their towering erection. I guide them into the bedroom and place them against the wall. I then sink to my knees and start massaging their thighs, moving closer to their erection with each stroke of their legs. I love to cup an ass cheek in each hand and then place the first kiss on the midpoint of their shaft.
Kissing gently and briefly. Lingering more with every kiss, I cup the base of their shaft in the circle made by my forefinger and then lick from the base of the shaft all the way up to the head of their cock. I continue to kick until they beg me to take them in my mouth.
The more dominant studs say something like, “Suck that fucking cock you fucking cock slut,” while the calmer guys beg me, saying something like, “Oh please take me into your mouth.” I don’t mind what they say, I do it my way regardless.
When the licking finishes I start to work the Frenulum and head of their cock. A couple of my studs have big mushroom heads. For those, I spend extra time licking, kissing and drooling on their beautiful mushroom heads. The only thing I live more than a perfectly sized cock is a perfectly sized mushroom-head cock. Only after I am done admiring the glans do I allow them into my mouth.
I kiss the tip of their cock and allow their cock to enter my mouth. I keep my lips in contact all the way and take the cock as deep into my mouth as possible. For most of my studs, I can get my nose right up to their stomach. When you are a grade-A cock sucker gagging is not a problem. All that practice makes deep throat cock sucking perfection. I hold them deep in my throat on my first plunge. I adore the feeling of the hot head of their cock against my throat. I savour every moment until I am forced to breathe.
I work their cock in and out of my mouth with increasing speed and vigour. The constant moaning usually starts at this stage. I love this part more than anything. I love to have a cock in my mouth. I feel complete, like an expert, and would do this even if I wasn’t guaranteed my next favourite part. But my favourite part comes so soon because I’m so fucking good at sucking cock.
Some studs hold the back of my head and unload deep down my throat. Others tell me to open my mouth and stick out my tongue, then they cum into my mouth. I like that way the most. Other guys like to cum all over my face, when they have a good cum day I have trouble seeing afterwards. One time one of my big cock studs french kissed me after depositing an impressive load of cum on my tongue. I don’t usually like kissing guys but I did find that totally hot. He said he was so proud of his cum that he had to taste it.
If the guy is super horny, I’ll hang around for a second round. This usually lasts longer so I get to savour the cock for longer. Unfortunately, the volume of cum rarely hits the mark. It’s all good though. I’m never disappointed, nor are my studs.
So there it is. A brief look inside the mind of a cock sucker.
