Night Time Dreams
I lay down upon a emptied bed. Why did I say what I said that sent you away from my life? Here I go… Another day passing by me. Another night here without you. Memories of you, I fight off. I welcome my Night Time Dreams of us. I will not call you. When our friends ask about you, I will not break down and cry over you. I will hold my ground. Here I go… Another day, I wake up wishing you were here with me. What will another night bring upon me when I return home. Reality you are still lost to my touch and life. I welcome my Night Time dreams of making love to you. My body trembles as I walk about the house of emptiness because I pushed you away from my life. I hate myself for this endless pain, I can’t find a way out of. My heart is shatter. My soul passion fire is now gone cold. Here I go… Another damn night here without you to hold me. I just not sure what to do to make this right again. I welcome my Night Time dreams of endless pain and tears. I move about life like walking dead. I have nothing life to live or breathe for. How did I let this fall apart? Why couldn’t I just admit, you were everything I wanted and need in life? Here I am… Another day. Another sleepless night, because I long to touch you and kiss your lips thousand times, but I can’t reach out to you. I welcome my Night Time Dream of hope and faith. Ticking of the clock is warning me. My mind is lost. My body is weak. I face another day without you. I know tonight when I come home, you will not be here, so I just do what I must to live on within life no purpose or your love that was always there for me, when everything was going wrong in my life. I welcome my Night Time Dreams, but. I walk into my home. I smell your cologne like a haunting dream invading my mind. Can it be? I roam about my house. Hoping and praying. I run down the hallway, I fling the door open, but you are not there. I welcome another day, another night, as I turn around. You are standing there welcome my Night Time Dreams back into my lost reality. I run to you. You hold me, my tears fall. You say, “Did you really think I would let you go, when I knew all long you love me so completely and endless.” No longer I am dreaming of about Night Time dreams of us. Now… Oh thank god, now I have you making them all come true once again. I no longer have to welcome another day or another night alone or within Night Time Dreams. ©2009 Firestar
