Emotional Rollercoaster (Tearing Myself Apart)

"This most likely does not make sense to anyone but myself..."

Crash.
There goes my feelings.
Thud.
Face down again, in the mud.

Rip.
There is no longer flesh, only scars.
Clank.
My stomach sank.

Ding.
Someone’s here but I don’t answer.
Smash.
Face down on the bed.

Bang.
That’s my brain as it implodes.
Smack.
Across the face for looking back.

Crack.
The wall breaks through my hand.
Drip.
Here come more tears.

Hum.
The low white noise as I’m alone.
Zip.
I put on a coat, a fake smile and leave.

Sizzle.
A hot stream of tears.
Gurgle.
Melting, becoming one with the ground.

Bang.
Smack.
Crack.
Boom.

Scatter,
Emotions, cause of you and you.
Tear.
Completely split, confused, abused.

Screech.
The ride has stopped.
Clank, clank, clank.
Going up then down once again.