I look around at the world, and see the places you were meant to be,
I look around this house and see you and me in every corner,
I look around this house to see your face somewhere, but nowhere,
I look around at the world and see the empty spaces that you where meant to fill,
I look to the doctors to tell me why you went,
I look to the doctors to see who was at fault,
I look inside myself to find the answer,
I look down at myself and see the space inside me that you will never again complete.
I look to up into the sky and ask why you ever went.
I look into my arms where you will never again sleep,
And I stop looking completely.
I stop because nothing will ever bring you back to me, and the future without you is what I have to continue looking for.
This is mostly for me, but I wanted/needed to share, so I welcome anything that anyone has to say about it. But also I’d like to add a special thanks to Vesta and Dantheman69 for calming me and helping me believe in myself and the future.
